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so i didn't went online yesterday. was released at 6pm luhs. and was so effin tired when i reached home. jason was like so gentlemen. i called him aft school yesterday to complain about the hot sun and my heavy bag, he said that he needed to do something so hung up and so i was like quite lonely. ahhas. all the others were waiting for their dad to pick them up. and well, mine? he's like busy with his work luhs. so of cos can't disturb him. so for like 5 minutes i was alone waiting for the bus which took like hours to reach! arrgh! and well a cab pulled up infront of me and jason came out. i was like 'wth. what are you doing here.' just because of what i said on the phone, he immediately rushed over to pick me up luhs. it's like his house is at cck and my school is at amk. quite far apart. so i thought that we will take the cab luhs but instead the cab just drove off. he wanted to walk to the interchange with me. omg! it's so far away but with him is like so nice. ahhas. =D
reached home at about 7.30 or so. and that sher caught us together. being her usual bitchy self. ahhas. she will definitely spread it to the whole family. whatever luhs.

so didn't attend school today. went to the airport to fetch shawn. and sher was like rushing me to hurry up when she wasn't even ready luhs. ahhas. shawn is like getting more handsome! ahhas. but girls out there, he's mine! all mine! no one can ever take him away from me! =D oh. and he bought me this cute lil brown bear with a heart. don't really care what he bought for the others. ahhas. thanks luhs bro. too bad jason cldnt get away from school today. he has like a important test. good luck luhs darl. and well, school is gonna end soon and i will definitely cry on that day luhs. gonna bring my d-cam and take lotsa pics.
something's wrong with my hp again luhs. gonna change it soon. so i im-ed alexa last night and she was quite heart broken luhs. darn it ***** just broke up with her. all because of another girl, belle. i mean she is such a whore. why do you even like her when you have alexa who is clearly a hundreds time more btr then that bitch belle.

`love me now, love me always. J&S lil me says:
omg! he's a jerk luhs. cheer up girl.
lexa is ultimately bored. he's forgotten says:
it is alrite..i can forget him..not worth it
`love me now, love me always. J&S lil me says:
good then. for someone like him seriously luhs.
lexa is ultimately bored. he's forgotten says:
yeah..well..thx for being there for me..
`love me now, love me always. J&S lil me says:
ok then. heys. i will always be here for you.
lexa is ultimately bored. he's forgotten says:
kks.
lexa is ultimately bored. he's forgotten says:
hey,i gtg now..im u later..loves..
`love me now, love me always. J&S lil me says:
ok girl. see you later. =D

so you see that guy? lexa can live on w/o a jerk like you in her life. and so i talked to jason about it for lexa and that jerk were together for like almost 3 years luhs. which makes me quite uncertain of my relationship with jason. eventhough he reassured me that he will never leave me unless i leave him first, i was still a lil uncertain. i mean, even a 10 years marriage can be broken. so what is a 2 years relationship. darl, please read this.

Jason,
to tell the truth, i have never been in such a serious relationship before.
all the previous romance of my life had been less than a year.
so now i am really glad that we can be together.
and so i will never leave you unless you do first.
this fear is gripping me.
i have never ever felt this strongly about a guy ever in my whole life.
and i am not sure what this feeling is about.
but i am very sure that it means love and it's towards you.
i will love you till the end.

my evil side