kohzhihao; tanqianyi ♥

i am so effing bored now. argh. i can't wait for 5pm to come. going to meet daryl at wdls later to do some shopping at causeway point as he is over at wdls now doing some project work. ahhas. i just did something crazy and extremely psycho. i threw all my blank cd covers against my wall and it all broke. (: yes. i am bored out of my mind.

if you wanna be my friend then this is a very good time to send me an email or add me in friendster as i am so totally bored, i need some entertainment! so add me and i will go preview your profile and then decide if i should add you. ahhas. i sound so stuck up but actually i am NICE ks. ((: just go add and you may be lucky but of course if you break the rules written in my profile then i will delete you. ahhas. x :

argh. shit. my room is in a mess and mum will be coming home soon. wtfcuk. i need to clean up my room or else she won't let me go out. i have already made my decision about going overseas. and my decision is, anything can wait till i get my results. (: ahhas. how lame luhs. just im-ed with manda and she was having a lala feeling. ahhas. don't ask me what it means.

the prom last night was so fun. ahhas. i totally love the gown that manda wore and those heels that jing wore. omfcuk. so pretty can. (: took loads of photos and danced around with them. edwin had 2 left feet and so when we danced, he kept on stepping on my shoe and i just laughed. ahhas. i won't scold him as he is my darling bro and i love him so. there's this guy from another class, i think his name is joel, anyway he came and asked me to dance with him and manda was like, 'say yes. say yes.' and so i was feeling kind of high last night so i agreed. he's a pretty good dancer and lexa took photos with her dcam. argh. i am gonna kill her! ahhas. we had fun and danced for quite a long time. ahhas. lexa's dresscode was hot and i mean totally. back-revealing gown. ((:

yayness. sher just called me and said that she got me this photo shoot at a modelling company and wanted me to do the photo shoot. omg. i screamed till sher's eardrums almost bursted and i swear that my mind is in a total blank now. i am so totally in love with sher right now. (: the date is yet to be confirmed and so check back for more. oh yes, and regarding the friend adding, i ain't joking and so add me. ((: byebyebye!

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first thing first, I AM NOT AN ENGLISH POTATO! wth. i speak chinese too and i listen to chinese songs too and so i am NOT an english potato. eventhough english is mostly speaken but hey, i am better than those who can't even say a single chinese word other than their chinese name. just to make sure things get out and let you guys be sure too, NEITHER AM I A CHINESE HELICOPTER! shit all those who thinks this way and i am inbetween. (: i am tri-lingual.

shawn said he came back around 7pm and bought me snacks! wth. i am on a diet luhs. ahhas. but thanks loads bro. (: now i can feed them to daryl and make him bloated. i am so evil. x : shawn looks totally different when i saw him after my prom and i realised that he had a haircut. ahhas. not bad looking but just not used to it. oh well, just glad that he didn't do the bowl hair cut. ((:

it's 2am, can't get to sleep yet and daryl just left after sending me home. stayed at home for the afternoon with daryl to watch some dvds and talked about some things. my head hurts after watching so many dvds and so i turned on the stereo and danced around with shadow. ahhas. psycho luhs and daryl just shook his head. ((: this reminds me of something funny. i remembered that i once heard someone said, 'instead of being here, i rather go home and OPEN the aircon.' omg. how can we OPEN the aircon? ahhas. i almost laughed till my tummy hurts.

so people are saying to either close my taggy or leave it there. i am confused as to what to do but i think i will delete it anyway. (: or even if i leave it, i don't think i will ever reply tags. so yeaps, if you tag then please don't be angry if i don't reply you. ((: finally a slight sign of sleepiness and so byebyebye! <3.

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TO ALL WHOM KNOWS ME AND DARYL!

DARYL'S BIRTHDAY BBQ PARTY at MARINA BAY!
Date: 4th of Dec

Programmes: Nothing special and so just be happy the night away! (:

Time: 1700hour till 2200hour

Limited to people whom knows me and/or daryl.

[contact me for more details]

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IT'S PARTY TIME!

NicoleLai's Party at NicoleLai's Place
[in celebration of DarylLim's birthday as well]
Date: 3rd of December
Time: 1900hour onwards
Surprise: Band performance by 'The Punked' of Temasek Poly.
Games and pool party plus bbq all night.
Drinks and food served but NO alcoholic drinks.
*Bikini fashion show plus contest.
Age Limit: Any age as long as you know how to party!

[Contact me, sher or nicolelai for entry pass and more details now!]
This is a party not to be missed as it is guaranteed to be hotter than Nicole's birthday! (:

*please contact nicolelai if you are interested in taking part.

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ok. so it's like 3pm now and i am stuck at home waiting for the stupid plumber to come and repair that leaking pipe in the kitchen. wtfcuk. why can't mum ask sher to stay at home instead. so daryl is coming over later to keep me company. (: haven't seen my baby darr yesterday and i miss him loads! plus he has to help me prepare for the prom!

fcuk man. i have been receiving emails from people whom read my blog and asking me all craps. 'hello, are you a ah lian?', 'hello, you sound so cool. can we be friends?' and blah. ok then. now to clear something up and starting with. I AM NOT AN AH LIAN! please don't fcuking shit put me together with those gross lians ks. i despise ah lians and ah bengs [but nel is a different story. he is a dear to me. (:], especially their behavior. they will shout and scold people for no reason but i won't, unless of course you irritate me when i am in a bad mood. the thing i hate most about ah bengs is that they walk around like their testis are what? damn big. ahhas. must they really walk with their hands swinging to and fro and their legs in a manner like how an orang utan walks and please, orang utans are so much more cuter than them. i like orang utans. (: but not bengs and lians. so never ever associate me to an ah lian.

ok and now for the second thing. I DON'T CARE IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND! i already have all the bestest friends in the world i could ever ask for and so i don't need anymore new friends. (: but that's a different story when i get into my desired jc. ahhas. i have already made myself loud and clear about making friends with me and unless you want me to scold you, then i suggest that after 2days if your answer hasn't arrive then DON'T ask me ever again!

third and final thing. FCUK OFF FROM MY BLOG YOU DESPOs! just because you guys are desperate for sex doesn't mean that i am too and so please DO NOT never ever again email me to ask me those gross questions. now that i have said my piece, i rest my case. (:

oh goodie. daryl is here and so blog more later. byebyebyebyebyebye!

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i am posting the 3rd time in a day and with a 5minutes interval. ahhas. psycho. i seriously can't stand it anymore. it has been 4days since i last took photos with anyone and now i am having my kick again. I NEED TO TAKE PHOTOS! (:

ok so this sounds crazy but i am willing to give it a try. lav told me to tune in to 92.4fm and listen to those symphony while closing my eyes to clear my mind. in short, meditate. so i did this earlier on and for only 3minutes or so i couldn't stand it anymore and just had to open my eyes. argh. wtfcuk. i will try it again later and i am going to go through it for 30minutes! yes!

mum just called to say that breakfast isn't ready as that maid had to do some errands and so wanted sher to go buy but she is just too lazy to do so and so we are going to eat bread for breakfast. yayness. x : shawn is coming back today from kl and i guess he will only be back home around 6pm plus or so. i am more interested in what he bought for me. ahhas. but too bad i have prom tonight or else i will definitely go 'welcome' him home. (: ok, enough blogging for the morning. blog more later. byebyebye.

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my dad kept telling me to think it over and said that my darren cousin is there as well and so i won't be so lonely. but does he know that i just have too many things here that i can't bear to leave behind. i love my lexa, my girl!

lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
whatthe.shit you girl!
`stac. be my guy forever. D&S says:
it is not my fault. besides i have not decided yet.
lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
well then you btr dun go or else!!!
lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
i am ont going to talk to u ever agn!
`stac. be my guy forever. D&S says:
aww, don't be like this. i won't be going anywhere.
lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
dun u think tt everyone ard us is leaving?
lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
first sandra.then lav and prob it's gonna be u.
lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
esp wht happned btw _ and us.
`stac. be my guy forever. D&S says:
no way girl. it will never be me! (: and lets not talk about _.
`stac. be my guy forever. D&S says:
i am going to stick on to you forever! ahhas.
lalala~alexa.lexa.lalexa! says:
well u btr.haha. <3

so lexa is just so cute and i love her loads. DATE ME!

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fcuk it. why is my sleeping time this way. ahhas. i slept at 1am and woke up at 5am and yet i won't take a nap for the rest of the day. shit. my panda eyes are plainfully obvious and manda doesn't even have them! x : i need BEAUTY SLEEP! im-ed with lexa from 11pm till 1am and i am frustrated now. keep having typo error, am going to bang my keyboard against the wall soon. (:

someone spoiled my midmorning and so i went to sleep at 1am. who might that someone be? ahhas. _ is her name. im-ed me and said loads of craps and how she didn't want things to turn out this way. wtfcuk. if you didn't want it to turn out this way then why do it in the first place? fcuk you luhs. we did you no wrong and so please don't tell me all your fcuking craps here ok. i should have blocked you in msn but i didn't as we were once friends and so i am just going to delete you from my list. and knowing me, you should feel honoured. (:

i almost puked! drank a cup of barley mum cooked and the first cup tasted good but the second cup tasted like vomit. eww. gross luhs. stupid darn fcuk you maid, always disturb my shadow! one of this day, i am going to make him chase you round the entire neighbourhood! ahhas. ((: i just don't like her. ahhas. well that makes 2 of them. my day is unplanned except for the prom at night and so if you have any programme for me before that, please sms me and date me out! (:

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ok so like i am so effing bored now. took the boat ride with manda and crapped about loads of stuffs and we cursed _. some interesting conversation will be up soon. ahhas. about who? you will never know. (: manda had something on, she needed to go to her aunt's house for dinner and so i was left alone at boat quay. i walked around and saw some couples so loving and i thought of daryl and so sms-ed him. he was doing some project in school and so i said call him later. was so bored and so went home and took shadow out for a walk.

played sims 2 that i borrowed from lelaine for like how many effing years and i don't even know when am i going to return it to her. x : my pc was so packed and the game was so frigging retard. took me like 5mins to get those sims moving. wth. i suddenly miss school and how we would crap at the back of the class especially after school going to see nel and him squirting milk out of his nose! omfcuk. i can never do that. ahhas. it feels like god'em is going to be dismembered soon as where is my baby mandy? mandy, i miss you so and where are you girl? we shall forget about _ as she was the one whom betrayed us and so we shall not speak of her anymore ks? I <3 YOU MANDY! (: GOD'EMs will stay true and united as 4!

my life is back to normal and i am glad. it does feel good to be back. (: i miss shawny shawn loads. he is in kl now with evelyn. ahhas. better bring me back some goodies or else. dad came back earlier than usual and just talked to me about something. he wanted to send me overseas to study law for 2years or so but i rejected him. i mean, how can i forsake all my friends and life here to go overseas? i will so effing miss all my darlings and daryl! but dad said 'think over it and tell me your answer. i know that it is hard for you to give up everything here but you can learn more about law over at newzealand with your aunt korin there to take care of you i will be more relieved. think about it ok kitty.' yes, my dad calls me kitty like *diao*. ahhas. and he calls sher, sherry and shawn, shawny. ahhas. i don't know where he got that nick for me. and so i guess now you know why everyone calls me kitty. (:

perhaps it will be better if i go overseas but i just can't forsake my everything here. my friends are my pillar of support and i can't bear shadow as well. guess what i said to my dad? 'well then, won't you miss me? how can you be so mean to send me away? *bleah*' ahhas. and my dad just laughed and walked out of my room. so i am like so confused now as to how my future will be. oh well, we shall see. (:

ok and so like i promised, some interesting conversation between me and manda. don't ask me whom it concerns but you should know if you are part of my life. ((:

*during the boat ride*
manda: so how do you feel girlfriend?
stac: omfcuk. so much better than yesterday!
manda: can tell me if it has something to do with him or her?
stac: it is a her.
manda: ok. so she's still bothering you?
stac: no, she didn't bother me but i just don't know why did she do that. i mean she is our friend or at least i thought she was.
manda: forget it girl. she is just a bitch and she will regret it someday.
stac: it's not like we badmouthed her or anything. we treated her as a really good friend but she just keeps thinking that we don't regard her as one of us.
manda: cheer up ok. let's scream our lungs out!
*screaming begins and people stared at us*
manda: feeling better?
stac: yes. thanks luhs girlfriend. *smiles*
manda: _ is such a bitch! she is such a fcuking whore!
stac: totally! she sucks to the core and byebye bitch!
manda: hahahahaha. _ is better off dead.
stac: omg. so mean. *laughs*
manda: i curse that she will never find a guy!
stac: i curse that she will never find any other friends like us!
manda: i curse that she will die a young age!
stac: i curse that she will never get into her desired jc!
manda: i curse that she will regret it all!
stac: enough luhs. quite mean. afterall she was once our friend.
manda: fine. eh. i feel some sea water in my mouth lah.
stac: eww.

so there you go. ahhas. god'em shall forget about _ and continue on our lives. (:

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i am back to normal and thank god. shadow woke me up at 5am today and then i gave him a bath early in the morning. ahhas. reason is that he stinks! omfcuk. he stinks like hell and after giving him a bath, i stink and so i took one too. the water was freezing cold but i was quite lazy to on the heater and so i bathed in the cold water. (: sms-ed daryl after my bath and figured that he was still asleep when he didn't reply. wth. i was so freaking bored and so i turned on my mp4 to full blast and danced around my room and i swear that shadow was almost bleeding from his eyes and ears. ahhas. x :

i am probably going to drag manda out with me today, just the two of us. (: sorry to the others for not asking you along but i have some issues to talk to manda about. i suddenly feel like going to boat quay to take the boat ride and feeling the cool breeze. ahhas. manda, you know where we are going right? ((:

that russell guy sms-ed me and asked me for a meeting again but was rejected by me again. ahhas. sorry luhs but i wasn't really in the mood and so i rejected you. try to ask me again and maybe i will agree. omfcuk. i sound so stuck up luhs. it's 10am now and i am sleepy like wth. didn't have anything for breakfast again and sher was so angry that she stuffed a piece of bread with butter up my mouth and forced me to swallow it. omg. i almost choked luhs and how mean is she. ahhas. i am beginning to wonder if i should pity mike or be happy. (:

going out with manda at 1something and am now going to become a piece of mouldy bread soon. there's nothing much to blog about and so bye. replied tags already but not all of it as my mind was kinda in a whirl. (:

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FCUK YOU JASON LIM! YOU THINK I AM FALLING INTO A STATE OF DEPRESSION? AHHAS. DAMN YOU MAN. AND PLEASE FCUKING STOP MESSAGING ME AND GET AWAY FROM MY BLOG YOU LOSER!

i didn't think there was going to be any programme for the whole day today. daryl sms-ed me but i didn't reply him and i am sorry. felt so much better when i hugged shadow and he licked me. (: yes, first time i used a smiley face in my posts today. called manda back and chatted with her but i avoid the topic, 'what is wrong with you?'. my house was empty and i was the one human being in it and so i screamed and shouted at the top of my lungs and jumped around my bed throwing my pillows everywhere and i even hit my pc and it almost fell off my table. x :

turned up my stereo real loud and danced around without even knowing that daryl called me and didn't even know it when he was standing outside my house and pressing the door bell. i only realised it when my song stopped and i rushed down to open the door only to find daryl calling me on his hp. i swear what happened next was so effing warm to my heart. he hugged me and said 'sugar, i thought something happened to you. please don't ever scare me like this anymore.' omfcuk. i cried immediately and hugged him so tightly luhs. and what i said next was just so unlike me. 'sorry darr but i will try not to make you so worried anymore and i really don't know what i am doing but thank you for being there for me and not walking out on me when i made you angry.' i don't usually say these when i am angry. so he stayed and accompanied me till sher came home and then he left.

am feeling so much better now but i still don't feel like replying tags and so anything please just sms me and don't tag ks? thanks.

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argh. %!*#^$&@#!*$&#!%@^*!

darn it. i am so mad now and sleepy. slept for 4hours from 10pm onwards and was woken up by shadow. now it's 2am and i am so damn sleepy but i just can't get back to sleep. are there effing no nice tv shows available?! omfcuk. i am having some serious moodswings now and quarrelled with daryl in the afternoon over something stupid. he came and pulled me out to junction 8 for some shopping and lunch but when i said i didn't want to eat anything, he bought me some 'siew mai' and forced me to eat but i refused to. daryl said 'i bought them for you and so please eat some ok?' and so feeling frustrated i shouted 'who asked you to buy them? i said i didn't want anything right?' and he replied 'stacy tan, you better eat them or else you will fall sick without eating.' but i was too angry to say anything and just walked off and went home alone. i seriously don't know what's wrong with me. whenever someone bumped into me in the mrt, i would stare at them and give them that fcuked up look. wtfcuk.

reached home and i didn't even gave shadow any treats and just went back to my room and started crying. slept for awhile and woke up at 7pm. mum called me to get ready to go out for dinner but i rejected and said that i just want to stay at home. daryl didn't sms me and so i wanted to sms him but i didn't as well. manda called my hp several times but i didn't answer it. i am sorry guys if i made you all worried but i am just not myself. please give me time to sort out my thoughts and then i will tell you guys what's wrong.

i seriously don't want to continue to blog about this anymore and so bye. sorry for not replying tags.

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just received a sms from daryl asking me why i was so 'cold' today.

sorry daryl, i am just not myself today. felt uneasy from morning till now and i am sorry if i made you feel like i am 'cold' towards you. am having serious moodswings now and so darr, i hope you can understand. (: i feel like crying all night long and now i just hope that you can be by my side keeping me company.

argh. I FEEL SICK!

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today was like frigging bored. stayed at home for the whole morning and then daryl came and watched some tv shows with me and dragged me out to causeway point. shopped around and headed off to esprit to try some tees. bought 2 tee and a black belt and then off to timezone. so effing noisy luhs and daryl was like pulling me to try the para dance. ahhas. so i played along and it was quite fun luhs but gave up after 2 rounds. ate at horizon and ordered chicken porridge while i gave all my chicken to daryl. sorry darr, for making you eat so many chicken. (:

'your room needs some photo frames' said daryl and so he pulled me over to hallmark and bought me 2 cute photo frames and told me to put our photos in it. ahhas. psycho but thanks. (: ok, so today aren't that totally bored. am having a splitting headache now. omfcuk. going off to bed right this instance. byebye <3.

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ahhas. something funny happened today and it has something to do with sher. met sher after her lessons and went off to junction 8 for lunch. then as we passed by guardian, this auntie called sher and introduced her a slimming herbal tea and said that she can lose the fats around her tummy in 2weeks and guess what sher said? ahhas. she said 'if so then why don't you use it? auntie, you are so much fatter than me ok. so go use it and come find me when i see the results on you.' omfcuk. i almost laughed when i saw the reaction on the auntie's face luhs but had to give her 'face' and so i beared with it till we left guardian. seriously, i think that auntie's eyes got stamp man. i mean, sher is like 50kg and 170cm tall. so how can she be fat? omg.

have totally nothing much to blog about today as didn't really did anything fun. oh oh. i forgot about the russell guy. ahhas. he is quite cute luhs and asked me to meet him but i rejected. i mean, how can i meet him without daryl's consent. ahhas. i am a good gf ks. my dieting is done! i weigh 45kg now due to the fact that i ran around the park near my house for 3times and was so super tired. ok. am going off to bed now as i totally have no mood to blog. night all. sorry for not replying tags. not in the mood. (:

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some of you are wondering why is there no programme for me yesterday. ahhas. well the truth is, I AM LAZY TO POST LUHS! (: simple as that. ok then, since you guys are so curious about what i did yesterday, here it is. IN DETAILS.

woke up at 6am to feed shadow and then played around with him. i threw the chewing ball and he was like retarded luhs. waited for 5seconds before he ran to pick it up. wth. ahhas. psycho dog. x : had breakfast with mum&dad plus sher at a coffeeshop somewhere near my house. i wanted to drink only water but my mum ordered this big plate of fried bee hoon for me. wtfcuk. it's so effing oily luhs but to make my mum happy, i took 2 mouthful and pushed everything to my dad. ahhas. sher was so crazy and i mean her dresscode. she went out with this ultra short black shorts and a white spaghetti strap top with a messy hairstyle topped with a 70's hairband. omg. so damn geeky. x : my dad didn't want the bee hoon and so packed it for shawn. ahhas.
yummy yum yum luhs shawn. (: and i went to weigh myself again and i weigh somewhere inbetween 45 to 46. damn it! LOSE WEIGHT GIRL! LOSE WEIGHT! argh. and the rest of the day just went by naturally so yeaps. did nothing special yesterday. (:

and now about today. was awaken by the garung guni man or whatever luhs. wth. was so damn sleepy and my room's ambience is just o'so perfect for me to fall asleep again but that garung guni man was so noisy luhs. sher was like cursing and swearing and omg. i laughed in bed and shadow was like so @$%&$#%^*%$#!@#. shawn came and pulled me up to have breakfast but instead i slapped his arm. oops. sorry bro. (: went off to town with daryl and shit. i am thinking that there's something wrong with me today. my dresscode was like so darn dorky luhs. was kinda rushing and so i just threw on anything that i could find. wore a baggy 3/4 pants and a tee from 77th street with my sunglasses and a slipper from ripples. please, i can tell you that the sunglasses doesn't suit my attire and my earrings are just so plain extra luhs. i just simply threw my hair in a bun. daryl laughed when he saw me and asked me 'are you going for an audition for singapore's geekiest look?' wth. so mean luhs. but i must agree with him. x :

pulled him to far east plaza and i shopped for quite awhile and bought this black lace tee and white belt from ilt and denim skirt from tokyo bay and i rushed to the washroom to change. ahhas. looked so much better luhs and daryl was giving me that 'aren't you over reacting?' kind of look. let down my hair and yes. i look so much better than before. (: ahhas. you must be wondering where i got my money from. omfcuk. what good is a bf if you can't get him to buy things for you? ((: yes. daryl paid for my clothes and so, thanks darr. <3 you loads. walked around the heeren but bought nothing else other than some eye shadows and mascara. daryl bought this shirt from s&k and he wanted to buy a matching one for me but he was almost broke and so forget it.

saw vict with her bf at taka and said hi. talked with her for awhile and then said bye. stayed till 8pm and took some lovely photos with the christmas deco. had late dinner at food court and all i ate was some veggies from daryl's plate. daryl was like forcing me to eat but i just can't. he said 'sugar, please eat ok? you are so slim already and so don't go on a diet please? i love you for who you are and now eat!' ahhas. and so i ate some rice and then that's it and so daryl was kinda unhappy. daryl, i am sorry ks? i am sorry if i worried you but i will try to eat more next time darr. went home at about 11pm and daryl wanted to send me home first but i rejected him. come'on. my stop is like 6 stops away while his is like 15 stops away luhs. and so i went home alone.

something insane happened in the mrt luhs. omfcuk. the mrt was so packed and there's this guy standing behind me breathing down my neck and when i turned my head, i found out that he is cute and he smiled at me. ahhas. and somehow i heard someone saying hello and then he tapped my shoulder. what he said next was so totally random. 'hello, can i be your friend? i know i sound so random but please? *smiles*' i was smitten but i can't just anyhow give my number to a cute stranger and so i gave him shawn's number. ahhas. sorry shawn but you did gave me your permission. he alighted at bishan and said bye. ahhas. he's hot but he ain't hotter than my daryl! (:

reached home at about 12.30am and called daryl to tell him the whole incident. he was like 'wth. you gave him your number? not scared i jealous luhs? if he dare to ask you out see if he die.' ahhas. psycho luhs. and shawn told me that this guy sms-ed his hp and the message read 'hello. remember me? the 'hello' guy? haha. intro yourself?' and so i messaged him back using my hp as i don't see the harm since if i am not interested i will just delete him away. (: he introduced himself as russell, 17, studying in rp. ahhas. not bad luhs. and so i chatted with him till 2am and then said that i am going off to bed. now it's 3am and i am still awake and blogging. i am so bored now and i think daryl is sleeping already luhs. well then, since i don't wanna sleep yet nor end this super long post, might as well bitch about sher. ahhas.

let's talk about her L.O.V.E.S. L stands for anliza, O stands for olivia, V stands for victoria, E stands for elaine and S stands for sherlin. ahhas. not a bad grouping luhs. (: sher has been chatting non-stop with mike on the phone 24/7 and it just gross me out. well, bout time i went to bed and end this post. bye and nights everyone!

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ahhas. i stole this from manda's blog. (:

[bold the statements that are true to you]
[italise the statements that you wish are true]
[leave the fibs alone]

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I am an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

ahhas. totally done and out. NIGHT PEEPS!

my evil side

danced with manda and lexa till we couldn't feel our legs anymore. ahhas. daryl is so 'reserved' luhs and he was like talking to this girl who was flirting with him openly can. omfcuk. i mean for heaven sake, you can find her in the zoo and not as the zookeeper mind you. (: she thinks that she is the life of the party luhs, flirting with so many guys and included daryl and shawn! wth. thank goodness sher didn't go up to her and scold her a bitch.

partied till 2am and jing realised that she had to be home by 2.30am. oops. so we rushed to take the bus to clarke quay mrt and daryl was like reluctant to go home and so i accompanied him while the others took the mrt home. took some insane photos with him and there was this group of malay guys and they were looking at us luhs so i stared back at them hard. somehow one of them got scared and thought that i was going to kill them. ahhas. i effing swear that they are retarded. one of them kept on kicking his slippers off his feet and onto the ground. how retard can. x : went home around 3.30am and reached home at about 4.30am. daryl took cab with me to amk first then back home. omg. wasted his money. but thanks darr. was so freaking tired and fell asleep after i fed shadow and washed up.

it's now that i realised that i actually have a 'thing' for jc guys. to me, JC GUYS ARE THE HOTTEST AND CUTEST! ahhas. don't ask me why as i don't have the answer as well. i figured that it could be due to shawn. ever since he got into jc, i begin to know more jc guys and i find them o'so effing hot can! and so when i get into my desired jc, i am surely going to be paying more attention to guys than my studies. ahhas. daryl, aren't you jealous? (:

visited sandra's blog and saw this humanforsale.com link so i decided to click it luhs. then i remembered, 'hey, i did this before!' but whattheheck luhs. went to try it again and i am worth. well, check my blog for it dimwit. x : darn it. sher, shawn and daryl are worth so much more than me. argh. pissed off ks? but heys. it ain't easy being me. (: <3.

am watching project runway with sher now. ahhas. i have no choice as she is forcing me to watch it with her. ): WHERE'S MY PRIVACY?! argh. ok, this is the second time i am using a 'argh' in my post. if i use it three times means that i am really pissed off. well, going to watch tv with crazy looney sher now. goodnight everyone! <3 you all.

my evil side

shit. it's 3am and i am wide awake. met daryl in the evening and he bought me a very cute hello kitty alarm with a special built-in recording voice system. and my new alarm ring is 'stacy tan you lazy bum. WAKE UP!' ahhas. i love it! thanks darr. i told him about how desmin showed me his photos and he was like 'omg. she did? i am going to murder her when i get home.' ahhas. so psycho luhs. but don't worry, he loves his sis too much to murder her. (:

daryl's mum bought me this box of chocs and i was so happy luhs. ate loads of chocs and i almost finished half of it within 15 minutes. hey, what can i say. i just love chocs! it keeps me high and active. ahhas. edwin, you are right, i am darn heavy! omfcuk. i went to weigh myself and guess what? i weight 46kg! shit luhs. i gained 1kg! omg. omfcuk. wth. that's it, i am going on a diet and that's it. but right after i finish that box of chocs. ahhas. x :

had this boring conversation with manda last night.

manda is here says:
oh yes.party coming.
`stac is here says:
yeaps. party the night through.
manda is here says:
who aint going?
`stac is here says:
nic isn't going and joc is busy.
`stac is here says:
not sure anymore.
manda is here says:
NIC AINT GOING? whatthe........
manda is here says:
y?y?yyyyyy?
`stac is here says:
her mum won't let her. that's why.
manda is here says:
ohman.
`stac is here says:
manda shit.
manda is here says:
manda is toilet bowl.u are the shit.
`stac is here says:
no luhs. i mean i gained 1kg! i am 46!!!
`stac is here says:
diet time is here!
manda is here says:
whatthehell.u r underweight girl.no diet!
`stac is here says:
i am not ks.
manda is here says:
hello!u weigh 46kg and 165cm.calculate ur bmi.so under.
manda is here says:
stuff more chocs down ur throat.
`stac is here says:
ahhas. but i am still fat ks? i wanna maintain a 45kg.
manda is here says:
gain weight!GAIN WEIGHT!
manda is here says:
BE 50KG LIKE MANDA!
`stac is here says:
manda, you are lame.
manda is here says:
if u r fat then what am i?ENORMOUS?
`stac is here says:
omg. manda you are perfect and ok, i will try to be 45kg and not drop anymore.
manda is here says:
gain more weight lah.u skinny stick.
`stac is here says:
*diao*

so yes, i am trying to lose 1kg and then maintain it that way. anyone wanna go shopping to burn off carbs with me? ahhas. yayness. party tonight at M.O.S. looking forward to it. am going to meet daryl first before meeting up with manda and the rest. (:

my evil side

went to uncle fred's house yesterday and adeline is effing cute can. omg. the way she cries is so adorable. ahhas. dad and mum went off to have lunch with uncle fred and family and i went off to manda's house with a whole bunch of people. ahhas. lexa, gene, jing, nic, mandy, edwin and nel. we were so noisy luhs.

played truth or dare and i ended up kissing manda and nel. ahhas. it was so sweet to kiss manda but a real horror to kiss nel as he was like eating extra strong fisherman. omfcuk. i had to kiss his mouth luhs, NOT cheek. nel, i will never forget how you almost made me puke. ahhas. (: edwin gave me a piggy back ride and i almost fell off to the ground. argh. how crazy can. and i was made to carry nic around manda's room. thank goodness nic isn't too heavy otherwise i would have died. x :

so we went to eat at sakae and nel ordered this whole lot of tuna sushi that he is going to finish all by himself. omfcuk. incredible luhs. ahhas. we didn't want to sit two tables and so we squeezed and gene was like a poor little packed tuna as she was sitting inside. walked around suntec and bought nothing as i am broke. ahhas. nel was so good luhs. he bought me this pretty belt from 77th street as a gift. (: thanks bro. your the best. i wanted to take the mrt home with nel as the others are either taking the other direction or buses home but dad came and drove me home as it was quite late. sorry nel, for not accompaning you. but hey, i still waited with you at the mrt station and we took some totally psycho photos. (: go grab them from my friendster.

maine, now that your paper is over please take care ks? don't think too much girl. enjoy this holiday break. shadow needs a companion but i can't have another dog for him and so i have decided to spend more quality time with him. (: oh yes. daryl is coming back later and he bought things for me luhs. ahhas. i went to daryl's house as he wasn't at home but his sis and maid was. desmin was like so funny luhs. kept showing me daryl's photos and i laughed like hell. ahhas. desmin is like so chio luhs which had me thinking. are everyone from daryl's family so good looking? ahhas. must be that good genes. she's cute, kept calling me 'ah jie'. ahhas.

nel, please take it from me and stop smoking ks? we care for you and don't wish for anything to happen to you and so please try to quit it for our sake. (:

my evil side

'my other part of me is telling me to stop. yes, stop all this and yet continue on. what should i do to forget it? i am lost in a different dimension and you are no longer here.' ahhas. psycho right? that's my very own passage and i won't disclose it any further. (: so daryl is going off to malaysia for the whole day tomorrow, i wanted to tag along but i can't as my mum said 'you are a girl and so don't stay out away from home. i have already agreed to let you stay over at manda's house and now you are talking of going to malaysia for one night? no way stacy!' ahhas. and so i destroyed my thoughts of going to malaysia tomorrow.

am probably going off to uncle fred's house tomorrow to see my cute lil cousin, adeline. she is just barely a year old and the way she crawls is just so cute luhs. adeline's birthday is the 6th of next month and i am thinking of what to buy for her as she already has everything she needs. manda, sure, we will go shopping next week! ahhas. went off to bugis today and lexa saw this cute guy among some bunch of 'ordinary' guys and she was like pulling my sleeve and i was like 'lmao. please don't be so boy crazy.' i must admit that lexa is quite a babe as her blonde hair certainly attracts quite a number of guys plus her winning smile. ahhas. but that crazy personality of hers. omg. *faints*

i bought this totally cute shirt that i think is so worth buying luhs. the saying is 'thank you for leaving. it's heaven's will of letting me have a better life' ahhas. so true, so true. gene, i am not targeting anyone ks? ahhas. (: nic spotted this denim mini skirt and we share the same taste luhs but there's only size s and m, one of each left. so she went to try s luhs and i went to try m and it fits me so well luhs. nic said that she wanted m size but there's only one left and so, being the generous one, ahhas, i let her have it. ok fine. maybe i am not that generous, it's just that it cost $35 and i am broke after buying that shirt. so i couldn't afford it. x : and nic has agreed to lend it to me sometimes. ahhas. i love you nic! <3.

we shopped till gene complained of feeling sleepy and so went back home. and i have not forgotten about my date with shadow. (: on bambi 2 and watched it with him and he was like so happy luhs. ahhas. bought a chewing bone for him. nel called and asked me to go download what maple story game. ahhas. nel, i don't play such online games luhs but unless i benefit from it. lame luhs. maybe i will give it a try whenever i feel like it. ok, so i received a real hilarious email and i was like cursing that guy whom sent it to me. since it is a boring night, here it is for all of you to have a laugh. enjoy. (:

hey there. are you stacy? i visited your blog and realised that i know you from somewhere. i am kenneth, the guy that asked for your no when i saw you at orchard or somewhere else. you gave it to me and asked me to call you but i lost it. can you please send me your no again? i really am sincere about being friends with you. and you gave me your original email address to let me add you in friendster but i lost it as well cause it is written together with your no. so can send me your original email address too? i can't believe i actually found your blog. i was thinking of you and typing out the name stacy in the blog search but there were too many and now i finally found it. reply to me can? don't think that i don't want to be your friend. give me your no and i will contact you and we will be friends. i be looking forward to your reply. must remember me, kenneth.

omfcuk. such losers should vanish from this earth. since when will i give a stranger my email address and phone number. please luhs. even if you want to lie, do it cleverly and not tell me a lie that i can easily detect. since you read my blog, then this is specially dedicated to you.

i gave you my email address and asked you to add me? ahhas. forget it boy. i will never give anyone stranger my email address especially not to someone like you. i asked you to call me? omfcuk. why don't i recall it? ahhas. that's cause it never happened! i am not some gullible little girl that will fall for your lame'ol tricks and so give it up ks? loser, please go get a life. (:

my evil side

manda kept telling me to change my blogskin, she said 'this skin doesn't suit you. it is too girly while you...*looks at me* erhem.' i swear, i effing wanted to strangle her. ahhas. ok manda, i will see if there's any mature blogskin for me. (: finally i went out to find daryl and got away from all those noise and when i came back, it's all over. phew, i can't imagine what i will do if the noise continued on.

it's 3am now, am going to bugis today with lexa, gene and nic later. i wanna buy a tube top but i am broke. ahhas. too bad shawn can't go along. yes, i am evil. x :

and it's HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHADOW! ahhas. bambi 2 and our date is still on tonight. (:

my evil side

rock my world baby! ahhas. yes, i am extra high tonight. (: vomited for like 3 times in the evening. sher said that it's morning sickness. omfcuk. fcuk you sher. ahhas. daryl came straight after his tournament and accompanied me throughout the night till 10pm and he just went back home. he stinks like hell mind you. ahhas. thank goodness he brought clean clothes along and so he took a bath here otherwise i would have spent the night with a stinky guy. ahhas. x :

so like a house few streets down is having a party and the music is killing me! please luhs, either sing properly or don't sing at all. don't torture my ears! ergh. SHUT UP! i feel like i am in a farm and it's slaughter time for all those poor little animals. ): omfcuk. FCUK THOSE THAT ARE SINGING! i can no longer stand it. fine! when i throw my party, i will sing as loud as possible in the late night and disturb you back. ahhas. (:

shadow is sad too, i know. he is looking at me and talking to me with his eyes.
'bark...omg......why is there this awful..bark....chicken sound?......woof....help me....bark..bark...'
ahhas. don't worry shadow, i will and judging from the expression on sher's face, i can tell that she too is going to help you shadow. (: ahhas. psycho. sher is totally losing it and she is screaming away at the top of her voice 'FCUK YOU!' omg. *faints* it won't be long now till she storms out of the house and scold them.

shawn is out with evelyn again and i am dead bored. mum cooked some chicken soup for me to ease my feeling after vomiting and now i am feeling so damn sleepy. i miss daryl. should have walked him to the bus stop. omg. i seriously can't stand it anymore! wonder how my parents can sleep in such a racket? darn it. those guys sure have a lousy voice, can even go take part in singapore idiots.

that settles it. i am going to find daryl later and get away from all this noise. yes, NOISE NOT MUSIC! x : poor daryl, went home and later he has to come out again. sorry darr, for making you so tired and busy.

my evil side

was feeling kinda sick and so came back right after the movie. watched material girls at vivo and omg. it's freaking nice luhs. am feeling like i am going to vomit anytime now. fcuk. just called daryl and he is in school playing a basketball tournament. ahhas. i can hear girls screaming in the background luhs. omg. it's just a game of basketball, why are they screaming like it's the end of the world. x : jc girls somemore.

daryl is so sweet luhs. asked me if i wanted him to leave the game and accompany me. omg. but no luhs, i am fine and i don't need him to leave his game just for me. (: wonder if it's something i ate. manda, now i am in the same situation as you. now i get it by what they mean 'friends, through wealth and woe we go'. ahhas. lame luhs.

I WANNA WATCH COLIC! but miss jing is too scared to watch it and so we decided on material girls. it's ok jing. we will wait till you are OLDER. ahhas. [we will watch it ourselves without you then] oops. ok. i am just lame. so nel just sent something over through email that had me laughing like hell luhs. since i figured out that you guys must be damn bored at home too after your o's, here it is. some laughs to brighten up your day. (: [note that ELVIS remains as ELVIS]

-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
eh,who the hell r u?
ELVIS says:
u add me de rite?then ask me
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
dun cb la.who r u?why go disturb my sis?
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
u luking for trouble is it?
ELVIS says:
who u sis?
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
stacy.u added her in msn.
ELVIS says:
orh.that girl email add *kissykittystacyme-@hotmail.com de ah?
ELVIS says:
i where gort disturb her?
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
dun cb la.u asked her those cb qns still say never disturb her.
ELVIS says:
ask ask onli marh.will die meh?
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
i warn u.she is my sis and if u go disturb her u die.got that?
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
knn.so horny come la.i do for u.
ELVIS says:
ok larh.don disturb lor.she delete me le what.
ELVIS says:
i don want u larh.
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
GET THIS CLEAR.I DONT WANT U EITHER!*vomit*
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
u better dun disturb her animore otherwise u die.since ur cock so long go be a gigolo la.
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
or come.i suck for u.
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
next time want to knn also must choose the right person.messing with my sis is just wrong/
ELVIS says:
ok larh.don angry.i won disturb her le larh.u know how to suck merh?
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
fucking bastard.dun let me know u disturb her again.bbye.
-Nelson and Andrew- Brothers for life. I love 369. says:
AS IF I WANT U!

*email address has been changed due to privacy reasons.

ahhas. omg. nel, thank you bro for helping me. (: i simply <3>

my evil side

oh yes. yayness! o's is finally over and partying is coming the way! manda, get well soon ks? i am so looking forward to go partying with you. daryl is thinking of getting a new phone and he's going to change his card number luhs. omg. all this trouble just because of a plain loser. x : sorry darr for making you go through all this. so probably going to town with jing and lexa to catch a movie. (: it's been such a long time since i last stepped into a cinema.

ok. there's nothing much to post now. guys listen up. to all those lamers who are emailing me at my second acc to ask for my intro, here it is. so please stop bothering me!

I am STAC THE KITTY!
16
I live in a BUNGALOW in Ang Mo Kio.
I am NOT filthy rich.
DARYL LIM is my GUY!
I have 2 siblings.
SHER BITCH and SHAWN HUNK.
I have my lovely PEEPS.
PANDA & KITTY, GOD'EM, GFs.
Yes, I DISLIKE STRANGERS!

there you go. my profile is here for all to see. now please stop sending me all those irritating emails. (: sher asked me to post this weeks ago but i keep forgetting about it and so here it is.

TO ALL MY PEEPS! LISTEN UP!
SURGE at MINISTRY OF SOUND!
Date: 21st of Nov

Surprises: BOXING MATCH BETWEEN 2 HUNKS.
MUSIC FROM GETTHEFUNKOUT!

Time: 1930hour till late night!

$20/- Presales
$25/- Door
[Alcohol will be served. Bring your ID for checks]

CONTACT SHER FOR TICKETS OR LEAVE A TAG HERE

*for more details, visit sher's blog*

ok. and there you go. my very first party after my o's. yes! I LOVE YOU SHER!

my evil side

thanks daryl darr for that sweet message in 93.3fm. (: i am sorry ks? thank you for not being angry with me anymore. it's like 2am now and i am so hyper luhs. reading on amaths and chemistry. sorry guys, for not replying tags these few days. x :

manda, please go to sleep NOW! how dare you still be awake at a time like this to tag me. ahhas. you are having a fever and how on earth are you going to concentrate later if you don't rest now? so just go to bed ks? come and find me tomorrow and i shall read you the information you need for you to store it in your head. ahhas. (: ok. so now i am totally fcuked up by deleting and blocking those insane msn adders. omg. PLEASE STOP ADDING ME! are you guys english idiots or just plain stupid?

JASON LIM JIE SHENG, IT'S OVER! WAY OVER ON THE 14TH OF OCTOBER AND IT HAS BEEN A MONTH SO GET OVER IT! THERE'S NO WAY THAT I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU. AHHAS. STOP MAKING ME THINK THAT YOU REALLY ARE AN IDIOT. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I FELL FOR YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE AND NOW I AM REALLY GLAD THAT IT'S OVER! SO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE AND GET A LIFE! I HAVE MINE AND YOU? WELL, I DON'T THINK THAT YOU HAVE A LIFE AS YOU ARE TRYING TOO HARD TO WREAK MINE. I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF AND I BEG YOU, ONCE AND FOR ALL TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I HAVE DECIDED TO DELETE YOU FROM MY LIFE FOREVER AND FROM NOW ONWARDS, NO WAY WILL I EVER REPLY YOU OR CONTACT YOU ANYMORE. I AM SORRY GUY BUT YOU DESERVE IT! (:

yes. and now i feel so much better. ahhas. so long loser. I ONLY HAVE DARYL LIM IN MY HEART! <3. omfcuk. there's this totally perv guy luhs. i thought that he was elson and so i added him and in the end when he im-ed me, i found out that i was so wrong. his name is elvis and he asked me such a whole load of craps and well, being in a good mood, i played along luhs. [i am not going to type out his display name as i don't remember it. so his display name is going to be ELVIS] some parts are gross and so *viewer discretion*

ELVIS says:
hi
ELVIS says:
u there?
ELVIS says:
hello?
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
yes. you are?
ELVIS says:
elvis.
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
what? elvis? ahhas. i thought you are elson. omg.
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
how did you get my address?
ELVIS says:
lol.just anyhow add lor
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
wth. ok then.
ELVIS says:
u got bf?where u stay?
ELVIS says:
oi
ELVIS says:
reply lei
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
oi your head luhs. yes, i do and i stay in singapore. (:
ELVIS says:
sgp where la?can give me u no?
ELVIS says:
u there?
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
every corner of singapore luhs. ahhas. no.
ELVIS says:
y lei?give la.
ELVIS says:
be fren ma.
ELVIS says:
u pict u look very pretty.
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
ahhas. i do? omg. thank you so MUCH! ahhas. but no.
ELVIS says:
u ITE ah?
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
omfcuk. no luhs. i am doing my o's ok.
ELVIS says:
oh.
ELVIS says:
then u got bf he got fuck u pussy?
ELVIS says:
reply lei.
ELVIS says:
he got or not?he got fuck u?
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
omfcuk. ahhas. you are gross luhs. perv sicko. NO!
ELVIS says:
then he nv touch u ah?u breast big?
ELVIS says:
then can i fuck u?i want to plae with u.
ELVIS says:
can not?i fuck u u sure very happi de.
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
thanks but no thanks. i am not a despo like you. (:
ELVIS says:
oi
ELVIS says:
give me u no lei.then can sms chat u.
ELVIS says:
give la.come and find me.
ELVIS says:
u haben say u breast big not?what cup de?
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
ahhas. i don't know. maybe luhs. *faints* and NO!
ELVIS says:
u still virgin ah?come i help u la.
ELVIS says:
very comf de.
ELVIS says:
then u bf de cock big not?or thick?
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
eww. how gross luhs. so what if i am still a virgin? i am not a despo. it's non of your business. ahhas.
ELVIS says:
come find me la.my cock very long de and thick.
ELVIS says:
can make u cum very fast de.
ELVIS says:
then i can lick u pussy and suck u nipple.
ELVIS says:
come lei.give me u no.
ELVIS says:
oi
ELVIS says:
i can fuck u all day de and u will like it very much.
ELVIS says:
give la.then we meet at hotel or carpark.
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
NO NO NO!
ELVIS says:
y?i now very horny lei.
ELVIS says:
i masturbate till wan cum liao.
ELVIS says:
u pict very sexy.u in bikini de.i got add u in friendster.
ELVIS says:
i more handsome than u bf la.
ELVIS says:
we meet up now lei.i want to fuck u liao.
ELVIS says:
then can cum over u face and inside u pussy also.
ELVIS says:
got naked pict not?send me lei.
ELVIS says:
then i cum over u pict.
ELVIS says:
oi.u there?
ELVIS says:
horny ah?then come find me la.we sex together.
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
no thanks. and your time is up. goodbye. please do not add me again. neither here nor friendster. (:
`enter my world and you are dead. D.arr & S.ugar lil me says:
so long fcuker and please go find yourself a fcuk whore.

ahhas. how gross can. ELSON! you didn't give me your email address properly and look what happened. ahhas. not only did i accepted him in msn, i accepted him in friendster too. omg. to all those despo girls out there, tag me and i will give you his email address and you guys can be happy together. ahhas. psycho luhs. x : i bet gene will be meaner to him. (:

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i am totally dead bored right now and feel like crying. daryl ain't online as he is angry and manda is having a fever. no one is available for im-ing. omfcuk. manda, take care luhs ks? tomorrow must have total concentration for chemistry and drink more water luhs gf. (: sher is damn psycho. created her third account of friendster and added the same ol' people. omg. won't that be the same then? ahhas. sher, take it from me and don't add people whom you have no clue about. it's like wtfcuk luhs. i get a new friend request almost everyday by someone whom i don't even know and you know what? I DON'T CARE! one click and they are deleted. (:

perhaps you should try to im me first if you are my friend and i accidentally mistook you for a stranger cause i don't bother to view your profile unless you are my friend or i find you interesting. ahhas. guys, please do not add my second account of hotmail address as it is not in use. x : i am using my one and only original hotmail address, so yes. do you think that i would put my second account hotmail address here if i am using it? ahhas. of course NOT.

ok. so i am quite pissed off by some people and JASON LIM! fcuk you luhs. who gave you the right to give your friends my hotmail address? stop asking them to ask me crazy questions ks? you should be glad that i am still replying your messages and im-ing you. so please stop all your childish acts and stop asking your friends to ask me 'hi, wanna be friends? you look so cute.' *bleah* and you know what? i will reply 'oh really? well, you look so much like my room's rubbish bin.' ahhas. so please luhs ok? i know that they are your friends cause i can do a friendster check right? and they have one thing in common. they are all friends with YOU! ahhhh. fcuker. if you still don't stop all this, i will delete you from my life forever. (: and please do not send those sick sms to daryl ok? i really regret giving you his number when we were still together. wtfcuk.

and regarding your sms, i am not afraid to put it here for everyone to see. 'hi stacy. i just want to say that i am sorry for what i did. please forgive me? lets start over and i will love you whole heartedly. i don't care if you have a bf now cause i love you much. i really miss you! i know that you still have feelings for me otherwise you will ignore me. so please love me back and start over ok? J&S will be forever. you are forever my dear bee.' ahhas. and now for my reply. 'i do admit that i had strong feelings for you when we were together but ever since you cheated on me, i tried my very best to destroy that feeling and now it's all history. i have already forgive you as i am still contacting you by replying but i can never forget what you did. ever heard of once bitten twice shy? so why will i go back to you after what happened? i am not like you, i will love my guy whole heartedly. i am still contacting you as i still regard you as a friend so please don't make me decide to delete you as my friend as well. J&S is history and you are no longer my darl bee. please understand.' with that being said, i hope that we can still remain friends. (:

daryl, i am sorry for not telling you earlier. please do not get the wrong idea ks? he is no longer in my heart and now all i have is you. please reply me and stop making me feel so worried can? omfcuk. i feel like crying my heart out luhs. i admit that i am in the wrong for not telling you earlier and instead letting you find out by seeing my emails and sms. i really love you, i really do. (: please ignore what jason sent you and reply me. i will be waiting the whole night for your reply or phone call even if it means forgoing my sleep.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!

i made this video earlier on just for you. i sang it with my heart. please view it ok? <3
Nothing's gonna change my love for you-Stac
Credits: Edited by Stac.
Performed by Stac.
Drawings by Stac.
Dance by Stac.
Words by Stac.
Singing by Stac.
Kisses by Stac.
Directed by Stac.
Specially dedicated to Daryl.

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stacy tan is totally not in the mood to blog. why? no one knows, not even stacy tan! x : daryl lim says his national service date is probably going to be after he finishes his doctor studies. ahhas. how i wish that he would stay with me forever. (: today's amaths paper was seemingly easy luhs. not really what i imagined it to be. ahhas.

i am dead bored and going off to bed soon. manda the panda says she can see my panda eyes. omfcuk. i need BEAUTY SLEEP!

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am at uncle fred's house now and shadow is like so happy luhs. ahhas. daryl is like coming to find me later and i wonder if he can even find my uncle's house as this place is like a maze. darren is overseas luhs and so i am taking this opportunity to use his pc and explore it. ahhas. come to think of it, it's been such a long time since i saw darren. he and shawn used to be quite close but ever since darren was sent overseas for further studies, we have not contacted him. kinda miss him now and those lame jokes luhs. ahhas.

it has also been a long time since i had a gathering with my cousins. probably planning one for everyone soon. ahhas. auntie nathlia baked some yummy cookies for me luhs. yes. I LOVE ALL OF THEM! (: sometimes i will think that my life is too good to be true but heys. i AM living it. am really glad to have such a heartwarming family plus great peeps and a great bf! ahhas.

*huggies and kisses*

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daryl's birthday is coming soon and that means that he will be going for national service soon. omg. i will miss him much luhs. shawn is already in and his time with me is really getting lesser and lesser. daryl's ippt test is coming too and well, i will miss him loads. (: take care of yourself ks? and remember to always miss me. ahhas. x :

stacy is going to miss hugging her daryl darr and pinching his cheeks. ahhas. i will assure you that you will have an unforgettable birthday. (: pursue your dream of becoming a doctor and we shall work hard together. omfcuk. i suddenly feel like crying again luhs. i can't imagine life without him and shawn for 2 and a half years! wth. eventhough there will be weekend breaks and holidays but i will still miss them terribly much! i just hope that next year won't arrive soon.

ahhas. daryl is psycho luhs. said that he will bring a photo album filled with my photos and hug it with him every night. omg. imagine what will happen if his cabin mates found out? ahhas. they will think that he's perv. *faints* life's gonna be pretty boring at home now that there's only sher and me. ahhas. yes. daddy is gonna bring me to uncle fredrick's house and omg. his german shepherd, brownie and blackie is just extremely cute luhs. ahhas. probably will bring shadow along since they are best of friends. (:

it's been such a long time since i went to uncle fred's place and i miss brownie and blackie so much luhs. but they are freakishly huge. ahhas. they ARE german shepherd. it's a wonder how two such big dogs can be friends with my shadow, that's just 1/2 of their size. ahhas.

now i am going to clear up some misunderstandings.
Many of you think that i have an ATTITUDE problem towards STRANGERS. I DON'Tdeny it as i DO have an attitude problem towards strangers and i DON'T feel that i am in the wrong. If you aren't someone that i know, then please stay OUT of my life and steer clear of me as i will NOT be friendly towards you unless you are asking me for directions or places. Otherwise, DO NOT ask for my number or any information of me unless you are asking for a scolding. Please respect my decision and life as i DO have a reason for being so rude to strangers. If you want to be my friend, then just ask and strike up a conversation with me but please DON'T send me emails or messages saying 'Hi, i would like to know you more. Care to be friends? Guess who i am and lets be friends.' It means that i will only talk to you and be your friend if we are meeting face to face and NOT online or when i DON'T even know how you look like or anything about you. It's NOT hard being my friend, you just have to find some interesting topics to talk to me about and we will be friends then but please NEVER try funny stuffs like hitching me up cause it ain't gonna work. That being said, please know that i am really a very nice person just that i DON'T have to be nice to you. (:

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omfcuk. i just feel like crying all morning. think i am falling into a state of depression. daryl just came and kissed me all of a sudden. made me jumped. (: and all of a sudden i just felt like hugging him. felt a lot more better and thanks daryl, for being there at the right time and hugging me so tightly. ahhas. <3 you.

I am certain that i want to hold on to this pair of hands and hug you forever. Even if the world changes, nothing is going to change my love for you. -edited by Daryl and Stacy-

and now that Mr. Daryl Lim is going to post something here. ahhas. x :

Stacy my sugarlicious,don't be so sad ok? If there's anything you need to get off your chest,come to me for Daryl lim jun hao will always be here for his sugar,Stacy lim qian yi. So be certain that whenever you need some one to hug or some one to scold,come and find Daryl lim ok? I will forever hold you and be your pillar to hug. I will forever be your eyes whenever we are together. I will forever be your guardian angel and not let you get hurt. I will forever be your pillar of support. I will make you a cup of happy sunshine whenever you are down. I will propose to you using a grass ring and make it a romantic day. I will replace your ring with a real ring and make you the happiest MRS LIM on earth.
DARYL LIM LOVES STACY LIM FOREVER AND EVER TILL THE END OF TIME! -by Daryl Lim-

thanks darr. i <3 you too!

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have totally no time to blog. ahhas. it's 2am now and here i am, up and cuddling shadow. ahhas. psycho. speaking of psycho, our new video wasn't extremely psycho luhs. ahhas. it turned out better than we expected and lav, now you can EAT while viewing. (:

manda was like throwing pillows all over luhs and so we started a pillow fight. ahhas. without the pillow filling coming out of course. we studied some amaths and lexa was like laughing like hell for no reason. omg. how psycho luhs. ate some fries and don't know what was up with manda and her throwing habit, she started throwing fries all over the kitchen. ahhas. in the end we all ended up as little oily-haired girl. took a bath at manda's house and the shirt she lent me was so cute luhs. (:

Lav, once again this video is specially dedicated to you.
Beat of My Heart-Manda, Lexa, Jing, Stac
Credits: Edited by Stac.
Performed by Manda, Lexa, Jing and Stac.
Wordings by Lexa and Jing.
Dance by Manda and Stac.
Music provided by Manda.
Directed by Lexa and Stac.

[we love you Lav! <3]

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freaking tired now, thanks to shadow. heys, eventhough he's so naughty, i still love him! ahhas. going to manda's house later with lexa and jing to make somemore psycho video. ahhas. psycho girls. cam-whored with joc and angel yesterday and omg. it turned out to be so psycho as well. ahhas. (:

dear maine, don't be sad ks? have faith girl, no use crying now since it's all over and just hope for the best. stac will be here to lend you a listening ear and be here for you. (: omg. thanks daryl for sending that message to 93.3fm. ahhas. so sweet of you. I LOVE YOU TOO!

i have a feeling that today is going to be a real psycho day. (:

I LOVE MY TOILET BOWL! x :

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it's like 1am now and omg. stac the kitty is still wide awake. went to walk shadow with daryl and saw this two girls still in uniform, and they were smoking luhs. omg. they look so innocent can. daryl is going for his drivers license soon and yes. he will be able to drive! woohoo! i am looking forward to car rides. (: being 18 is cool and i am only 16. ahhas. lame luhs.

good night guys! reply your tags tomorrow.

LOVE YOU GUYS! ESPECIALLY MANDA AND DARYL!

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i am so effing pissed off now. went off to eat with manda and lexa at junction 8 and this girl came and i accidentally knocked into her. hey, i said SORRY but she scolded me luhs. so like wtfcuk. i am STACY TAN and if i don't scold her back, i am not me. so i scolded her and manda came to see what happened and that fcuked up girl stared at me. i have that sudden urge to just poke her eyes but i am not THAT mean. i just scolded her cb and she cried. omg. i suddenly feel so evil luhs but she was the one who started it and so can't blame me. manda was like telling me to apologize and eventhough i felt that i did nothing wrong, i still apologized cause i was the one whom made her cry.

wth. ruined my mood but daryl bought me pancakes and that settles all. (: maths was quite easy but, god please bless us all. ahhas. lexa thinks that i have an attitude problem with strangers. omg. *faints* lexa, you are absolutely right. i DO have an attitude problems with strangers but if they are really sincere then of course i will be friends with them luhs. i just don't want people to be friends with me because of external reasons.

am eating pancakes now and, thanks daryl. (:

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omfcuk. my biology paper was like easy luhs but some questions just slipped out of my mind. plus the geography paper was quite tricky. ahhas. whatever luhs. it's over anyway. shit. having maths paper 2 today and it's like 3.30am now. can't get to sleep and so am blogging plus studying all the formulas. Mr. Daryl Lim, i wanna PINCH your cheeks. ahhas. I <3 YOU!.

have been up quite late lately and daryl is keeping me company by sms-ing me luhs. sorry darr, for making you accompany me. (: ahhas. lav, you saw the video and now get ready for loads more to come. it's going to be extremely more psycho. jing, no problem girl, next time you will be included.

losing the drive to blog.

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it's 2am now and i am blogging when i have a paper at 8am. ahhas. yes, finally my drive to blog. manda was like looking around the library to find someone luhs and lexa was joining her so being the normal one, i had to get them to settle down and study. ahhas. how lame luhs. met jean and atika with a huge bag and manda said they are probably going to kill some guy and putting his remainings in the bag. ahhas. great imagination manda. x :

I LOVE MY DARYL DARR

ahhas. thanks daryl, for that sms you sent me when i was about to give up. (: just thanks loads. manda and lexa went to eat at kfc and i only ate fries. on a diet ks? ahhas. made a new video with manda and lexa. psycho, really psycho. make sure you aren't eating when you view it ok. otherwise you will need a mop and a broom to clean up your leftover spills. ahhas.

so manda was like walking up and down the library luhs and then there's this two guys that came over. thought that they were going to ask us to be quiet and stop walking around but instead they asked us for our numbers. ahhas. it's like wtfcuk luhs. manda actually found one of them cute. please. so she gave them her email luhs and when they came to ask me and lexa, i flatly declined and went off to the restroom. heys, i am not mean ok. i just don't like it.

that new music video is specially dedicated to Lav. (:
My Humps-Stac, Manda, Lexa
Credits: Edited by Stac.
Performed by Stac, Manda and Lexa.
Dance by Manda and Lexa.
Music provided by Stac.
Directed by Stac.

[make sure you view it ok? <3 you!]

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finally programmes for the rest of the day. going to library to study with manda and lexa. am so effing cold now luhs and yet shadow is panting away. ahhas. psycho dog. oh and bambi 2 is on the 18th of november. perfect! shadow just loves bambi. trust me. i remembered watching bambi once and he was like focusing on the show too and when i off it, he barked at me so furiously. ahhas. shadow, that's your birthday gift ks? bambi 2. i will on it just for you!

still no drive to blog. wtfcuk. i am not stacy tan today. i don't even know who i am. omg! find inspiration at the library first and then back to blog again later.

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paper was fine luhs. wrote about dreams, my dreams. ahhas. have totally no drive to blog now but am trying hard to do so as i am bored out of wits. oh shit. having biology tomorrow. am having a serious splitting headache now. am missing my daryl now. good luck darr for your A's. get all As for your A's ks? ahhas. how lame luhs.

ATTENTION
Party at MY HOUSE on the 25th of November.

Party all night long and dance till you drop.
There will be a live band performance [thanks to sher]
and so tickets are needed to enter. (:

$16/- Presales
$20/- Door
[Alcoholic drinks will be served. Please bring along your ID]

Contact ME for tickets NOW!
[Only those specially invited may come. Those whom we have no associate with, please don't contact me]

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daryl is like talking to shawn now luhs. wondering what these two big guys are talking about. ahhas. am so effing bored. thanks to everyone for the testimonial. (:

manda: stac the kitty, i have known you since sec 1 and remembered when you were in knee long skirt with dorky hairstyle. haha. and you were so quiet lah. now? well, you have imerged and your skirt is barely touching your knee. cool hairstyle and extremely noisy ok. i am really glad we got to know each other better during our sec 1 sports day. without that event, we may not be this close. (x manda really loves you and manda will be here whenever you need her.

jing: cat de kitten. aka my kitty cat. you are my pet! FEEDING TIME! ohhohhohh. meow. hahs. exams over soon and very soon we won't be seeing each other in that same school anymore until of course we get our results. must must must keep in contact ok and get that hunk of yours out with us! <3s.

gene: why go put my name as cai bing? not veggie biscuit! lol. i miss you girl. come and party with me. shall go clubbing after our papers! GENE <3 HER ASSHOLE FRIEND!

lexa: smile more often ok? don't show me that sadness in you. alexa wants her cheerful and bubbly girl back! really happy that you striked up a conversation with me during my first day. alexa is deeply touched by you. alexa loves loves you truckloads!

edwin: hey you went for makeover ah? see you sec 1 so guai guai type, but actually you are not right. once you made joshin cried still remember? aiyo. where got a girl like you one? can make a guy cry? now somemore make my heart pain. sissy sis is always my sissy sis.

shakina: thanks for those encouraging words. shakina will always remember you. it really helps me alot. stay happy.

shuandy: MY FCUKED UP SENIOR! your fcuked up junior simply misses you loads. next year i will see you in my jc as well! *hees* lurve lurve lurve lurve lurve from shuandy.

sher: YO BITCH! BITE YOU THEN YOU KNOW! pass maths lahs! stay up and bitch with me about guys all night long! DEAL AITE?

nel: darling sis, i will miss you and your laughter lots. everytime laugh and laugh in class. until we pay attention also cannot. that's why we keep failing mr sim's class. i know, you jealous right? scared we pass right? hahaha.

elson: crazy daughter. crazy craze stacy. lmao. <3

maine: thanks for helping me in my chemistry mommie! you won't be disappointed. (=

so thanks guys! all of you are so precious to me and edwin, must you bring up those memories? ahhas. joshin, i am so sorry for making you cry. i was in a bad mood that time. (:

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ahhas. so i went on to find daryl and his friends were like, wooting all the way. ahhas. woot your head luhs. (: so now daryl is just right beside me. ahhas. psycho guy. took some healthy psycho photos with him. omg. what does the healthy means? ahhas. how lame can. so daryl is like waiting for shawn to come back from his briefing luhs and shadow is like walking round and round daryl. [stop craving for attention!]

so shawn borrowed dad's car and. yeaps. i am not ever gonna ride in a car together with shawn, when he's driving. ahhas. wtfcuk. my poor goldy died. ): he's been with me for 2 years and now he's dead. all i can do is to bury him up in my backyard and daryl was like, 'aiya, sad for what? i buy another one for you la'. Mr. Daryl Lim, i bought goldy with him and although i already have no feelings for him, i do have feelings for goldy ok? ahhas.

Stacy lim qian yi is a crazy girl.she belongs to Daryl lim jun hao.Love her. -edited by Daryl-

ahhas. so psycho luhs. and since when am i a 'LIM'? omg. the thunder was so loud luhs. i almost jumped. ahhas. and daryl was like laughing. ahhs. such a mean guy. x :

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ok fine. so it's ultimate turn off. shawn had to attend a briefing at the last minute. wth luhs. ahhas. so am maybe gonna find daryl later. manda can't go out and jing is confined at home as well. omg. am i the only one who's available in this fine day? shadow the fat baby is sleeping and i might as well study for my biology. have totally no clue about where sher went. heys, anyone wanna go out to town? CALL ME! MAKE A DATE! (:

ahhas. am i bored or just childish? am watching blue's clues now. wtfcuk. blue is so cute luhs. why can't shadow be like blue? ahhas. ok now that's lame. so a bunch of students from this school came and took their paper with us yesterday and among them there was this cute guy luhs and lexa was shaken. ahhas. i bet she couldn't concentrate on her paper. omg. don't be so guy crazy ks?

great. shadow just woke up and it's his feeding time. so cute can. suddenly thought of the first day that i got him. ahhas. memories are so precious. he was just a puny little puppy luhs and suddenly he's like a big chunk of marshmallow. (: ahhas. happy 5th birthday shadow! yeaps. his birthday is coming soon. it's on the 18th of november. remember to bring his presents! ahhas. guess what? shadow just told me his wish.

[bark! bark! i..bark...wish for a...bark..chewing...ruff.....bone!]

ahhas. trust me. believe it or not, i can read his mind. (: ok. too many smiles in this single post. ahhhh. i am so effing bored now! anyone please CALL ME and MAKE A DATE with me!

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yayness. going to orchard later with my shawny shawn. (: daryl lim, you rejected me! ahhas. next time i am gonna pull you out with me. so daryl couldn't make it as he is meeting his gang to play basketball. maybe am going to find him later.

maine, good luck ks? relax for your chemistry today and just remember what i taught you. am going out now. blog more later.

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i am like so angry luhs. wanna vent off my anger! ahhhh! how can i forget the cone diameter at the last minute? i studied with manda and edwin but still i forgot it when i saw the question. wtfcuk luhs. daryl taught me the cosine and tangent formula and thank goodness i remembered it. thanks darr. you're welcome edwin. hope i haven't taught you in vain luhs. (:

lunched in school today and manda was like pulling me to accompany her to the toilet when jing and gene were available. ahhas. manda, are you out to make me fail my s.studies? the weather is like effing cold during the s.studies paper luhs cause of the rain. walked home with joc after the paper. it's been such a long time joc. and i miss you too. ahhas. we walked in the rain and then daryl called and asked whether i would like him to come and fetch me but then i declined. i wanted to spend time with my darling joc. (: it's just not the same without lav luhs. i miss you lav! met up with manda and jing at junction 8 and we ate mac luhs. and manda saw something, or rather someone who made her jump. ahhas. manda, how does it feel? elated? ahhas. next time go and say hi luhs. omg.

sher, yes! i can and will pass my maths! (: just wait and see. ahhas. oh man. shadow stinks! he rolled in the mud puddle in the backyard after the rain. eww. he just deprived me of my precious 20 minutes to study for my biology paper luhs. ahhas. probably going out with shawn tomorrow since there's no paper. yeaps. my money tree, shawny shawn tan!

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<3s <3s <3s <3s <3s

Daryl Lim Jun Hao
Amanda See Mei Wei
Alexa Lomelda Cadhill
Lavender Lynns Steven
Qiao Jing Qi
Nicole Low Hui Ling
Genevie Ong Cai Bing
Sherlin Tan Ting Yi
Shawn Tan Jun Ming
Cassandra Tay Xiao Shan
Mandy Liu Xuan Yi
Chua Wen Lin
Germaine Chua Li Xin
Edwin Ong Kai Xiang
Nelson Delman Loh Jie Long
Elson Lee Qi Sheng
Jocelyn Chang Ai Qing
Angelin Kai Min
Toh Hui Qin
Jessica Ng Jie Si
Shuandy Leow Shuang Mei
Shadow Baby

my extra darling loves. <3.

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LAV, STAC MISSES YOU MUCH! BE SURE TO TAG ME! (:

went to see lav off and omg. i cried luhs. am gonna miss her much can. thanks to daryl for accompaning me home and sorry for keeping you up. couldn't get to sleep the whole night and so sms-ed daryl and in the end, he didn't get to sleep as well. x :

manda, i know that we miss her much but like what lav said, she will be back in 3 months time. (: am feeling somewhat strange today. going out with daryl later. ahhas. not another movie date. this time it's a trip to the library. ahhas. lame luhs. tomorrow is my maths and i need to study for it right and so he wanted to accompany me. in the mean while study for his A's as well. ahhas. good luck darr. Mr. Daryl Lim is our future Doctor-to-be. ahhas. *beams* and Ms. Stacy Tan is your future Lawyer-to-be. i have BIG dreams and ambitions.

shadow is starting to get restless luhs. perhaps he's bored? maybe i should get a companion for him. ahhas.

ATTENTION
Please do NOT add me in friendster unless i know you. it's that easy and simple isn't it? then why do i still get friend requests from people whom i do not know? omfcuk. and please STOP sending these insane messages to my friends and asking them, 'eh. why your friend never approve me ah?' ahhas. i DON'T need to and have the right NOT to add you. i am just so effing pissed off luhs ok? so please don't add me unless i know you. [don't even bother to pretend to be my friend if you are not]

-HATING ME WON'T MAKE YOU ANY PRETTIER OR COOLER NOR WILL IT MAKE ME ACCEPT YOU-

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am now so effing tired. shadow again woke me up at 4am yesterday. looks like 4am is shadow's feeding time. omg. the guardian is nice and ashton is hot. (: daryl, don't be jealous ks? ahhas. took somemore photos with daryl in the cinema again. so dark can. went shopping and then to vivo again. daryl bought me this key necklace from minibits and said something. ahhas. confidential ok. then there's this girl that said he looks like jesse mccartney. omfcuk! i am with JESSE MCCARTNEY! ahhas. girl, you shouldn't have said that, now all daryl thinks about is how good looking he is. omg! how gross luhs. x :

went to eat sakae and then shopped the whole of vivo. daryl bought this striped collar shirt at op and we bought this cute couple cap. (: went off to clarke quay and took somemore photos by the river. night time at clarke quay indeed is interesting. ahhas. we walked and walked until daryl realised that it was 1am. took the mrt to bishan [with photo taking session in the mrt] and walked all the way to my house. but suddenly i have this totally crazy idea luhs. ahhas. went in to bring shadow out and we walked shadow together. ahhas. crazy enough? i can tell that shadow likes daryl as he is always hanging around him and wagging his tail. omg! shadow, don't crave for attention can? ahhas. walked till 3am and then we baded goodbye once again. so since it was almost 4am after my bath, figured to feed shadow first before going to bed. couldn't get to sleep so am blogging now. it's 4.30am right now and i am still hyper. too much choco and caffeine eh? yeaps.

oh shit. gotta go see lav off at the airport tonight luhs. omg! definitely needa get some sleep now. Lav, your kitty will miss you much luhs. just hope that i won't cry later.

ahhas. just sher's luck to wake up at this time. am gonna disturb her. (:

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oh yeah! walalalala. ahhas. hyper kitty is alive. am gonna watch the guardian with daryl soon and omg! ashton kutcher is so fcuking HOT! his HOT BOD and his HOT SMILE! ahhas. i sound just like a crazy high-school girl. someone sms-ed me for like 10 times luhs. loser. jason lim, please stop disturbing me. you are already forgotten and my heart no longer holds a place for you ks?

ahhas. so shawn came back at 3am last night. ohwow. evelyn must have had a great time right? ahhas. manda, my sweetie sweet pie honey pot. (: your testi is sweet luhs. take photos tomorrow with lav alright?

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omg! effing gross. just went on friendster and saw this message from this guy. don't know how he managed to send it across. so anyway, he sends this gross message and went to view his profile. ahhas. he's from RJC? omfcuk. if he really is then it's such a disgrace to have someone like him in that school. his english is like so ~~PRO~~ luhs. well not saying mine is pro luhs but his is like so effing poor. 'hello, can i be the u friend? u look so pretty very and mind if request that i u can in bed? do not please ignore me. i name is ceon. look forward to reply.' ahhas. i almost threw out the water that i was drinking luhs. omg! please luhs. get a life ks? do NOT add me in friendster unless i really do know you. and stop sending me those sick messages. x :

just took some photos with sher. ahhhs. she ruined the whole photo. ahhas. shawny shawn. where are you? come and take a photo with me! omfcuk. i am so hyper now luhs.

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it's official. shawn is pissed off big time. ahhas. evelyn came today and started to nag and nag him for his messy hair. but evelyn, it's hot that way. (: and so shawn went to style up his hair and evelyn was like so diao luhs. but hey, that's not why shawn's pissed off. they went to clarke quay luhs and so i tagged along being the light bulb. then this guy appeared and asked evelyn for her number luhs. in front of shawn somemore when they were holding hands. ahhas. this guy is a nutcase. then evelyn immediately scolded him lj. omg! evelyn looks sweet but she isn't ks. ahhas. but of course i was busy sms-ing daryl luhs so when shawn walked away i didn't notice it. and that damn idiot guy came and asked me for MY number. wtfcuk. being me, i scolded him off for being so cb luhs. then shawn came and kicked him and that guy don't know scolded what knn.f you luhs. so shawn punched him and ahhas. i laughed until my tummy hurts. and that guy just went off.

met daryl and went to catch a movie at vivo. watched the prestige only after it has been up for like how long can. i wanted to watch the guardian but daryl said that he will watch it with me tomorrow. ahhas. so we ended up watching prestige luhs. took some photos with him IN THE CINEMA! how disturbing. told daryl about what happened and he was like 'sure not. why would anyone ask you for your number? other than me.' ahhhh! DARYL LIM! you big meanie! x :

so went on to eat at swensen again! ahhas. i love it luhs. all those chocs and vanilla and strawberry and raspberry and ripples and and and. enough ok. so daryl was feeding me and so i fed him back and 2 guys from the other table were looking at us and when daryl stared at them they turned their head around luhs. how chicken can. ahhas. went off to daryl's house. it's my first time there since the last 4 years. haven't been to his house for so long luhs. his mum still remembers me. ahhas. so paiseh when his mum knew that we were together. so we took the mrt from pr to amk and then we walked to my house. took somemore photos near my house and we played catching luhs. so childish. then we baded goodbye. ahhas. so 'yi yi bu she'. am gonna upload the photos in friendster. (:

lav is leaving soon. NO! LAV, KITTY WILL MISS YOU LUHS! ):
*my hugs and kisses to lavender lynns steven!*

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