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so like i have been ignoring this blog. ahhas. it ain't my fault ks? school and everything else is just crashing together. daryl and i have not seen each other for like a week. omg. how can i survive? ahhas. poopers. ): so i joined basketball luhs and daryl was like, 'wtfcuk. why join basketball? so short still join?' argh. shit you luhs. don't worry. i will be the best! (:< cam-whored loads with andrew this few days. ahhas. his smile is damn spastic can? eh guy. SMILE BETTER LUHS! omg.

went to orchard with jon and andrew. KE LING! YOU ABANDONED ME! argh. so it was like i saw some cute accessories and both jon and andrew were like, 'are you really going to look at those?' and gave me that kind of poor face. omfcuk. i can't even look at it in peace and so we went to eat. (: ate kfc and jon was like stuffing fries down my mouth. and andrew was helping him! omg. 2 guys bullying a WEAK girl. ahhas. big meanies luhs. went to far east and then walked around and something funny happened. there were 2 guys and they kept looking at me. so when jon and andrew went to look at something, the 2 of them walked towards me and one of them said something damn random.

'hi. i am danny and my friend and i was wondering if we can get to know you?' omg. i almost laughed but must give them face. ahhas. and before i could answer, jon and andrew came back and asked them what do they want. so i did something funny luhs. i held both jon's and andrew's hand and said, 'i CAN give you my number but first you must ask my BOYFRIENDs.' and the 2 guys immediately walked away. ahhas. i laughed like wth. and andrew was like, 'eh. use me must give me money.' sure sure. i will give you money andrew. ((: but thanks guys. for helping me. smiles!

guess what? jon stays in amk too. yayness! a home buddy. but poor andrew. he had to take the mrt back to cck. so walked with jon till the road divider. found out that he really loves a girl but she doesn't know it. and i was like, 'omg. why don't you tell her? be brave luhs.' so he was all weak and mushy. ahhas. whatever. took some photo with him and then said byebye. nice day. (: im-ed manda and SHE IS STILL ENJOYING HER HOLIDAYS! omg. good luhs. <3.

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so frigging pissed off luhs. everything went smoothly and met up with nel after studying with andrew and ling. then nel introduced his girl to us. her name is melissa and she is 15 this year. that's 2 years younger than nel luhs. we decided to have lunch at junction 8 and nel and i were like joking on the way there and took photos in the lift. so while nel, andrew and ling were buying their food, melissa said something damn fcuked up to me. she said, 'stacy right? i know you and nel are good friends and all but can you please stop bothering him? you are a girl too and you know that we don't really like our guys to be too close to other girls. and besides, i think that you and nel shouldn't see each other so often. he has a girlfriend now and so i will really appreciate it if you won't be a bitch and keep bothering him.' omg! wtfcuk luhs. who the hell do you think you are? nel and i have known each other for years while you and him have only known each other for like 2weeks. whatever luhs. it's up to nel whether he wants to keep a distance from me.

let me just clear this up. I AM NOT GOING OUT WITH NEL! nel is like a real close brother to me and i love him for that. we may look like a couple but we are NOT and this matter is really posing loads of problem for nel. so sorry bro. ): went off to the toilet with ling and told her all about what melissa said. ling was like, 'GET OUT! she is such a slut luhs. don't worry. nel won't do that to you.' thanks ling. (: i am so sleepy now luhs. am going to bathe shadow and then call daryl. (: <3.>

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i am sorry guys. for not updating for the whole week. ahhas. hey, i am busy ks? i mean, there are tons of test and homework luhs. it's only the second week of school. omg! HELP ME LING! ): am so busy that i don't even have the time to go out with daryl. i can't even see him in school. argh. ):< but at least we get to talk on the phone. so i was thinking. ever since school started, i have been busy and so have not been calling manda and the gang for a chat. wonder how's their life? must be fun with holidays. ahhas. lame luhs.

am meeting andrew and ling later at the library for some studying. see. even my weekends are going down the drain. wtfcuk. i am losing touch. ): daryl is having some project with his friends in school and so i can't see him! life is just so hectic. just im-ed with gigi. she's my dear. ((: discussed about her problems. gigi, relax ok? don't be so stress just lighten up. i am sure everything will turn out fine. (: so blah-ed with sher last night about her school life and all and SHER IS GRADUATING THIS YEAR! omg. good luhs. time flies. whatever.

prolly meeting nel later if he decides to find us. he is going to bring his girl along. finally. i mean, they have been together for 2weeks and i haven't even seen her yet! how can? ahhas. i just hope she is better than that slut. erh. whatever. am going out soon. yayness! byebyebye. <3

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was yawning non-stop in class. daryl didn't come to school today. he is still resting at home. i miss him. ): couldn't go find him after school as i had some classes on. andrew and ke ling were like asking me to relax and stop thinking so much. a new student came luhs. his name is Jonye. it's hard to pronounce. so we call him jon. (: he is quite friendly luhs. HELLO FRIEND! x :

omg. i am so sleepy now. toodles. <3

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so effing tired. didn't get enough sleep this few days. so let's go through what happened. starting from friday.

was so busy on friday. first i woke up at 6am. and then went off to find nel with jing. met andrew at bishan mrt and we were like so late luhs. so nel, jing, andrew and i, we ran all the way from bishan mrt to rjc luhs. ahhas. and then jing screamed, 'omg. we are going to be late!' which made us run even faster luhs. ahhas. nel was like so exhausted when we reached the school gate and he's like, 'eh. why the hell did i run all the way here when i don't even study here?' omg. nel, wake up luhs. ahhas. (: so met nel after school and went off to junction 8 for some shopping with nel, jing, andrew, ke ling and selene. cam-whored in the lift. and nel and andrew were like cramping up the space luhs. omg. the girls were nearly crushed. x :

was supposed to go watch a movie but then a phone call ruined it all. i was wondering why daryl didn't sms me and here's why. HE WAS INVOLVED IN AN ACCIDENT! omg. wtfcuk. not those car accident but a bicycle accident. when he was walking on the pathway, a bicycle from the opposite direction came speeding down and he was knocked down. sprained his ankle and his head was knocked against a bar. went down to the hospital immediately when desmin called me. the rest wanted to accompany me but as they have already bought tickets for the movie and so i declined their offer. but thanks guys. (:

daryl was like in such a blur daze luhs. when i asked him does he feel alright, he is like, 'of course i am. but my head feels dizzy.' omg. obviously he is still blur. ): went home to wash up and change then went off to the hospital again. accompanied him till morning and i was holding on to his hands so tightly luhs. it's like i am afraid that if i let go, he will leave me. oh well. daryl asked me to go home and rest in the morning. and manda, gene, jing, andrew and ke ling came to visit him. shawn and evelyn came shortly. when daryl's friends and his parents came, shawn and evelyn hired a taxi and accompanied me home. manda and the rest went off to vivo. wanted to go too but was too sleepy. slept from 11am till about 1pm and then i can't fall asleep anymore. started to think about stuffs and was so worried so i rushed down to the hospital again. bought chicken porridge for him. daryl was sleeping luhs so i just sat down beside him. when he woke, he said something funny luhs. he said, 'sugar, look at you. i can see your panda eyes already. *laughs* better go home and rest luhs. i asked you to go home but why didn't you do so?' omfcuk. i was like so confused when i heard that. i mean, i WENT home. so why did he say that i didn't? didn't want to make him blur and so fed him the porridge. went home at only around 9pm. nel was waiting for me at the mrt station. chatted with him and for no reason i started crying luhs. nel seriously sucks at comforting people luhs. ahhas. but he did try and thanks. (: stopped crying and nel sent me home. he paid for the taxi fare luhs. i mean, he went from outram to amk and then to cck. omg. damn expensive luhs. so girls, he really is a nice guy. (: too bad he is already attached. but he deserves someone better. shall blog about that later. woke up at 7am on sunday and daryl's friend, bernard, called me to tell me that daryl can be discharged today. omg. i was so happy luhs. his check-up showed that he is already alright but he needs to go back for check-up again in 2weeks time. went down to accompany him home. his parents drove. he fell asleep when he reached home and so i went back home. my panda eyes are so obvious luhs. fell asleep and slept for like 7hours. from 12pm till 7pm.

so that's what i did on the weekends.

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so it's like ke ling and me have a kind of bond luhs. i really love her as a friend! ahhas. (((: ke ling, andrew and i, we cam-whored at the stairs during lunch break luhs. omg. andrew is like posing like a sissy. ahhas. they are so sweet luhs. I <3 THEM LOADS! (:

im-ed with manda when i returned home. manda was like, 'good luhs. now that you have got new friends you forgot about poor ol' me ):' and i am like, 'no way girlfriend! i will always remember you! you are MY PANDA! (:'. ahhas. and that's true manda. saw daryl with his friends and he was like looking at me luhs. then ke ling said out loud, 'eh. that guy seems to be looking at you.' and daryl turned his head away. whatever luhs. i decided that since ke ling and andrew are my friends, maybe i should tell them about daryl and me. so i told them that 'that guy' is my bf. and andrew was so surprised luhs. he thought that i am still single. ahhas. do i look like no guy wants me? x :

intended to walk with ke ling, andrew and hui fen but daryl was waiting for me after school. so i went off with him. talked with him and he apologized. guess what? we are alright now. (: he promised me that he will never do that again. ok then. we shall see. (: plus he also said that he will never ever suspect my relationship with nel. oh well. time for shadow's walk. <3. toodles.

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it's like so tiring luhs. went to rjc with jing and mei jia. the campus was damn crowded luhs. jing saw some cute guys and aww. we were not in the same class. ): but there were some really nice students in my class luhs. saw some of daryl's friends and they were like saying hi luhs. so i smiled back and went off to assemble. i am such an angel. (((:

the first game was to get to know each other. we were grouped into groups of 5 and my group members were andrew, michelle, ke ling and ashwin. then we were asked to think of a creative way to introduce all our group members without using the usual self-intro kind of thing. so andrew was like thinking that maybe we should do some kind of a song. and ke ling was like 'a song is so outdated'. so we tried to think of something else. michelle was so quiet luhs. she didn't say a word throughout. andrew and ashwin were like so full of crazy ideas. ahhas. in the end we all agreed on doing a finger lettering to introduce each and everyone of us. it was kind of blurry but it went quite well. (: secondly we were combined with another group and were named 1 and 2. the 1s had to stand in a straight line while the 2s had to be passed from one end to the other purely by hands. ahhas. guess what? i was a 2! omg. i screamed so many effing times luhs. andrew and chee heong were like trying to make me fall luhs. so mean. and ke ling was like holding my hand to calm me down when i finished. ahhas. she's a nice girl. ((: played more games and thought of a class song.

went off with ke ling, andrew and chee heong for lunch. saw jing with her classmates and so introduced her to ke ling and the guys. chee heong was like, 'your friend is pretty luhs. give me her number.' ahhas. chee heong, you have just met her. get to know her more first luhs. (: went off with jing, ke ling, andrew, mei jia and selene. ke ling and selene were taking bus and so they went off first. jing left with mei jia and so andrew and i were left. needed to find nel to take something and so andrew went with me. introduced andrew to nel and nel gave me a card luhs. he asked me to read it at home. so andrew and i went off first and he took the mrt with me. he lives in cck and so i alighted first. woah. there seems to be loads of introduction today. ahhas. whatever.

am so frigging tired now. read nel's card and it was so heart-warming luhs. it's personal and so i shall not disclose it. but thanks nel. (: i really appreciate it. I LOVE YOU!

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it's time for some lessons on my smileys and expressions. (:

(: means 'happy'
((: means 'super happy'
(((: means 'nothing can spoil my day'
): means 'pooper'
)): means 'double pooper'
))): means 'cheer me up'
(:< means 'evil'
((:< means 'i wanna kill someone'
(((:< means 'up to no good'
):< means 'angry'
)):< means 'my day is ruined'
))):< means 'stay away from me or else'
x : means 'oops'
=D means 'super fine'

ok. so that's how i express my post. school is starting tomorrow. omg. HANDSOME JC GUYS. (((:

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so that was how we spent our 2nd month anniversary. ahhas. whatever. i have had enough of this frigging shit. nel bro, i am so sorry. i know that you have problems of your own and so please. i will take care of this myself ks? so manda is such a good gf luhs. talked with her the whole morning. was feeling kind of tired. oh well. (:

thought about many stuffs last night. maybe i should end it all with daryl. i really can't stand it anymore. i love him but whenever he flirts with another girl, he pretends that i am not there. and to make matters worse, he flirts with them right infront of me! omg. wtfcuk. I WILL NOT CRY! even if we break up, i WILL NOT cry. time will heal a broken heart. ((:

ok. so i im-ed with nel some more and am prolly going to find nel later. got that daryl lim? yeap. feel jealous ks? (:<

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i am so effing sad now. cried for almost 2 whole hours. omg. my eyes are damn puffy luhs. ): don't really want to talk about it now. shall blog about it later. ok. now for some happy things. (: what i did today.

woke up at 5am. ate cereal with milk. fed shadow. played with shadow. im-ed manda. talked with jing and nic. watched spongebob. disturbed sher from her sleep. lala-ed with daryl. screamed. threw cd covers everywhere. ran around the park with shadow. im-ed nel. irritated nel with stupid questions and laughed about it. bitched with sher. ate chocs. read comics. listened to songs. ate more chocs. called daryl to reason out but failed. screamed again. bathed shadow. cried. and more crying. said 'oh shit i look so dreadful.' and cried some more.

ok. so that was what i did till now. so like NicoleLai was having a party for countdown on the 31st. a sudden party. only for her close friends. and so sher asked me to go along with daryl. the others didn't want to go as they were all quite busy or had other programmes and so daryl and i went. then we went swimming and when i went to get some drinks, a guy asked me for my number and while doing so he was staring at my 'deep desire'. omg. what a jerk. so daryl got jealous and came up to me. while calling me, he emphasized on the word, 'sugar dear'. and so of course the guy got the whole idea and walked away. and then while i was swimming, some girl came up and talked to daryl. omg. she was obviously flirting with him luhs. and guess what? HE FLIRTED BACK TOO! argh! and when i asked him who she was, he did it again! he said, 'STACY, go find sher and i will look for you later.' omg. shit him luhs! wth. after the party when i asked him why did he do that, he said that i was thinking too much. wtfcuk. and suddenly something more crazy came up. he said that nel and i have been mixing about too much and asked me to stay away from him. erh. hello! nel is my BRO ok?

DARYL LIM JUN HAO LISTEN UP!
you may flirt with other girls infront of me. you may ignore me in parties. you can get jealous when i talk to other guys but when i see you with another girl, do i get angry and ask you to get away from her? NO! I DON'T! but whenever a guy talks to me, you get all jealous and start to pull me aside. and now you are even more ridiculous. me and nel? omg. that is so lame. nel is like a close brother to me and so naturally he knows almost everything about me but you? ahhas. you had to think that there is something going on between me and him. omg. please luhs. what about all those ex of yours? they can still sms you and call you 'dear' anytime they want. so why can't nel and i be close to each other? i have known nel longer than i have known you and so please. stop thinking too much. it ain't me boy. it's all about you. so if you still want to continue your own thinking, then by all means go ahead. all i can say is good bye boy.

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