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i am totally dead bored right now and feel like crying. daryl ain't online as he is angry and manda is having a fever. no one is available for im-ing. omfcuk. manda, take care luhs ks? tomorrow must have total concentration for chemistry and drink more water luhs gf. (: sher is damn psycho. created her third account of friendster and added the same ol' people. omg. won't that be the same then? ahhas. sher, take it from me and don't add people whom you have no clue about. it's like wtfcuk luhs. i get a new friend request almost everyday by someone whom i don't even know and you know what? I DON'T CARE! one click and they are deleted. (:

perhaps you should try to im me first if you are my friend and i accidentally mistook you for a stranger cause i don't bother to view your profile unless you are my friend or i find you interesting. ahhas. guys, please do not add my second account of hotmail address as it is not in use. x : i am using my one and only original hotmail address, so yes. do you think that i would put my second account hotmail address here if i am using it? ahhas. of course NOT.

ok. so i am quite pissed off by some people and JASON LIM! fcuk you luhs. who gave you the right to give your friends my hotmail address? stop asking them to ask me crazy questions ks? you should be glad that i am still replying your messages and im-ing you. so please stop all your childish acts and stop asking your friends to ask me 'hi, wanna be friends? you look so cute.' *bleah* and you know what? i will reply 'oh really? well, you look so much like my room's rubbish bin.' ahhas. so please luhs ok? i know that they are your friends cause i can do a friendster check right? and they have one thing in common. they are all friends with YOU! ahhhh. fcuker. if you still don't stop all this, i will delete you from my life forever. (: and please do not send those sick sms to daryl ok? i really regret giving you his number when we were still together. wtfcuk.

and regarding your sms, i am not afraid to put it here for everyone to see. 'hi stacy. i just want to say that i am sorry for what i did. please forgive me? lets start over and i will love you whole heartedly. i don't care if you have a bf now cause i love you much. i really miss you! i know that you still have feelings for me otherwise you will ignore me. so please love me back and start over ok? J&S will be forever. you are forever my dear bee.' ahhas. and now for my reply. 'i do admit that i had strong feelings for you when we were together but ever since you cheated on me, i tried my very best to destroy that feeling and now it's all history. i have already forgive you as i am still contacting you by replying but i can never forget what you did. ever heard of once bitten twice shy? so why will i go back to you after what happened? i am not like you, i will love my guy whole heartedly. i am still contacting you as i still regard you as a friend so please don't make me decide to delete you as my friend as well. J&S is history and you are no longer my darl bee. please understand.' with that being said, i hope that we can still remain friends. (:

daryl, i am sorry for not telling you earlier. please do not get the wrong idea ks? he is no longer in my heart and now all i have is you. please reply me and stop making me feel so worried can? omfcuk. i feel like crying my heart out luhs. i admit that i am in the wrong for not telling you earlier and instead letting you find out by seeing my emails and sms. i really love you, i really do. (: please ignore what jason sent you and reply me. i will be waiting the whole night for your reply or phone call even if it means forgoing my sleep.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!

i made this video earlier on just for you. i sang it with my heart. please view it ok? <3
Nothing's gonna change my love for you-Stac
Credits: Edited by Stac.
Performed by Stac.
Drawings by Stac.
Dance by Stac.
Words by Stac.
Singing by Stac.
Kisses by Stac.
Directed by Stac.
Specially dedicated to Daryl.

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