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ok so like i am so effing bored now. took the boat ride with manda and crapped about loads of stuffs and we cursed _. some interesting conversation will be up soon. ahhas. about who? you will never know. (: manda had something on, she needed to go to her aunt's house for dinner and so i was left alone at boat quay. i walked around and saw some couples so loving and i thought of daryl and so sms-ed him. he was doing some project in school and so i said call him later. was so bored and so went home and took shadow out for a walk.

played sims 2 that i borrowed from lelaine for like how many effing years and i don't even know when am i going to return it to her. x : my pc was so packed and the game was so frigging retard. took me like 5mins to get those sims moving. wth. i suddenly miss school and how we would crap at the back of the class especially after school going to see nel and him squirting milk out of his nose! omfcuk. i can never do that. ahhas. it feels like god'em is going to be dismembered soon as where is my baby mandy? mandy, i miss you so and where are you girl? we shall forget about _ as she was the one whom betrayed us and so we shall not speak of her anymore ks? I <3 YOU MANDY! (: GOD'EMs will stay true and united as 4!

my life is back to normal and i am glad. it does feel good to be back. (: i miss shawny shawn loads. he is in kl now with evelyn. ahhas. better bring me back some goodies or else. dad came back earlier than usual and just talked to me about something. he wanted to send me overseas to study law for 2years or so but i rejected him. i mean, how can i forsake all my friends and life here to go overseas? i will so effing miss all my darlings and daryl! but dad said 'think over it and tell me your answer. i know that it is hard for you to give up everything here but you can learn more about law over at newzealand with your aunt korin there to take care of you i will be more relieved. think about it ok kitty.' yes, my dad calls me kitty like *diao*. ahhas. and he calls sher, sherry and shawn, shawny. ahhas. i don't know where he got that nick for me. and so i guess now you know why everyone calls me kitty. (:

perhaps it will be better if i go overseas but i just can't forsake my everything here. my friends are my pillar of support and i can't bear shadow as well. guess what i said to my dad? 'well then, won't you miss me? how can you be so mean to send me away? *bleah*' ahhas. and my dad just laughed and walked out of my room. so i am like so confused now as to how my future will be. oh well, we shall see. (:

ok and so like i promised, some interesting conversation between me and manda. don't ask me whom it concerns but you should know if you are part of my life. ((:

*during the boat ride*
manda: so how do you feel girlfriend?
stac: omfcuk. so much better than yesterday!
manda: can tell me if it has something to do with him or her?
stac: it is a her.
manda: ok. so she's still bothering you?
stac: no, she didn't bother me but i just don't know why did she do that. i mean she is our friend or at least i thought she was.
manda: forget it girl. she is just a bitch and she will regret it someday.
stac: it's not like we badmouthed her or anything. we treated her as a really good friend but she just keeps thinking that we don't regard her as one of us.
manda: cheer up ok. let's scream our lungs out!
*screaming begins and people stared at us*
manda: feeling better?
stac: yes. thanks luhs girlfriend. *smiles*
manda: _ is such a bitch! she is such a fcuking whore!
stac: totally! she sucks to the core and byebye bitch!
manda: hahahahaha. _ is better off dead.
stac: omg. so mean. *laughs*
manda: i curse that she will never find a guy!
stac: i curse that she will never find any other friends like us!
manda: i curse that she will die a young age!
stac: i curse that she will never get into her desired jc!
manda: i curse that she will regret it all!
stac: enough luhs. quite mean. afterall she was once our friend.
manda: fine. eh. i feel some sea water in my mouth lah.
stac: eww.

so there you go. ahhas. god'em shall forget about _ and continue on our lives. (:

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