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i am so effing sad now. cried for almost 2 whole hours. omg. my eyes are damn puffy luhs. ): don't really want to talk about it now. shall blog about it later. ok. now for some happy things. (: what i did today.

woke up at 5am. ate cereal with milk. fed shadow. played with shadow. im-ed manda. talked with jing and nic. watched spongebob. disturbed sher from her sleep. lala-ed with daryl. screamed. threw cd covers everywhere. ran around the park with shadow. im-ed nel. irritated nel with stupid questions and laughed about it. bitched with sher. ate chocs. read comics. listened to songs. ate more chocs. called daryl to reason out but failed. screamed again. bathed shadow. cried. and more crying. said 'oh shit i look so dreadful.' and cried some more.

ok. so that was what i did till now. so like NicoleLai was having a party for countdown on the 31st. a sudden party. only for her close friends. and so sher asked me to go along with daryl. the others didn't want to go as they were all quite busy or had other programmes and so daryl and i went. then we went swimming and when i went to get some drinks, a guy asked me for my number and while doing so he was staring at my 'deep desire'. omg. what a jerk. so daryl got jealous and came up to me. while calling me, he emphasized on the word, 'sugar dear'. and so of course the guy got the whole idea and walked away. and then while i was swimming, some girl came up and talked to daryl. omg. she was obviously flirting with him luhs. and guess what? HE FLIRTED BACK TOO! argh! and when i asked him who she was, he did it again! he said, 'STACY, go find sher and i will look for you later.' omg. shit him luhs! wth. after the party when i asked him why did he do that, he said that i was thinking too much. wtfcuk. and suddenly something more crazy came up. he said that nel and i have been mixing about too much and asked me to stay away from him. erh. hello! nel is my BRO ok?

DARYL LIM JUN HAO LISTEN UP!
you may flirt with other girls infront of me. you may ignore me in parties. you can get jealous when i talk to other guys but when i see you with another girl, do i get angry and ask you to get away from her? NO! I DON'T! but whenever a guy talks to me, you get all jealous and start to pull me aside. and now you are even more ridiculous. me and nel? omg. that is so lame. nel is like a close brother to me and so naturally he knows almost everything about me but you? ahhas. you had to think that there is something going on between me and him. omg. please luhs. what about all those ex of yours? they can still sms you and call you 'dear' anytime they want. so why can't nel and i be close to each other? i have known nel longer than i have known you and so please. stop thinking too much. it ain't me boy. it's all about you. so if you still want to continue your own thinking, then by all means go ahead. all i can say is good bye boy.

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