kohzhihao; tanqianyi ♥

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he is nothing to me anymore.
that's what i said to myself.
but why do i feel so empty without him at night?
my mind will inevitably go to him whenever i am thinking.
and trust me,
i think alot.
):

oh and some breaking news.
he already has a new girlfriend.
it's not unbelievable.
with a flirt like him,
ahhas.
too easy.
just surprised that it took him 3 months to decide on who.

i cried earlier on and am crying now.
i feel so desperate luhs.
like i have already gone mad over him.
i said to forget him and make him disappear.
but why is it that i just can't seem to do that.
he is in my thoughts.

in and out.
in and out.
in and out.
in and out.
in and out.

when he talked to me at lunch today,
his girl was looking at me in a weird way.
it's as though she wanted to eat me up.
plain slut yeah?
yeah.
she too just broke up and is rushing into a relationship again.

bitch, slut.
bitch, slut.
bitch, slut.
bitch, slut.
bitch, slut.

yes.
i am talking about you,
pearlin ho.
you can say that i am jealous by all means.
you can say that i am a bitch by all means.
but at the end of the day,
you will get hurt yourself.
i will still have my life, friends and enemies like you.
(:

while you will be left with nothing.
except maybe a plain flirt by your side.
which bytheway, is going to leave you too.
but of course, no harm done to you right?
since you too are a plain slut.
perfect match made in heaven.
((:

i don't know why we eventually ended up in this state too.
we used to be so together.
but now?
i just hate you to the core.
extreme hatred.

you once gave me everything i could ask for.
gave me love.
gave me happiness.
gave me security.
gave me a real smile.
but now,
you are giving me everything that i do not need.
giving me hate.
giving me coldness.
giving me sadness.
giving me a fake smile.
can you please tell me why we ended up like this?
can you revert back to the good ol' you?
can you come back and be the same you when we first met?
can you just give me the answer which i so do not want to hear.
if only you can,
then everything will be different now.
if only you can.

my evil side

Heat up ♥

-; - feat -

This is me ♥

IAM STACYTAN
MYNICKS STAC&KITTY&YEE
CURRENTLY 18
DATE 28thSEPT
blissfully attached

My loves ♥

MANDA MYPANDA
ZHIHAO DEE
NELSON MYDARLINGBRO
KELING MYTWIN
ANDREW MYBROE
JONYE MYHUNNYBRO
SHERLIN MYBITCH
SHAWN MYHUNK
MUMMY MUMMY
DADDY DADDY
SHADOW BABYDOG

Hoes & Bros ♥

PANDA & KITTY
DEE&YEE
AJLS
NEL & STAC
GF's

My Prerogative ♥

&Don't judge me base on a few comments.
.You don't even know me.
&This is my blog.
.I type whatever I want here.
&You have no rights to discriminate me for my language.
.I bet you use them too.
&Kohzhihao is mine.
.Yes he is.
&My friends are my life.
.If you object to that, then poor you.
&Lastly, I am StacyTan.
.And this is MY BLOG.
Need I say more?

Arigatou ♥

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