kohzhihao; tanqianyi ♥

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i am drained of my feelings.
how uncertain.
whatever luhs.
had lunch with shawn.
kind of cheered me up.
he tried to reason with me.
about the relationship.
he said

you and zhihao belong in different worlds.
he belongs in the world of order,
where he will eventually become someone reputable.
and you belong in the world of freedom,
where all you ever want is freedom
and not being tied down by rules and order.
so zhihao will always listen to his parents no matter what.
afterall, he is their son and you are only a passer-by.

thought about it seriously.
and realised that shawn is right.
i can't keep holding on to him.
he really is their son,
and i am just his girl,
not his wife.
so who am i to hold on to him forever?
i get it this time.
perhaps i should really start learning how to
let go.

my eyes are puffy.
but i am not crying.
it's due to lack of sleep.
i miss him.
and feel like calling him.
but then,
how can i ever learn how to let go?

zhihao,
do me favour and call me ks?
and give me your answer after reading what shawn said.
please just give me a HONEST answer.
as to whether we should continue or not.
don't lie to me just to make me happy.
because iloveyou,
so i really want you to be happy as well.
<3

my evil side

Heat up ♥

-; - feat -

This is me ♥

IAM STACYTAN
MYNICKS STAC&KITTY&YEE
CURRENTLY 18
DATE 28thSEPT
blissfully attached

My loves ♥

MANDA MYPANDA
ZHIHAO DEE
NELSON MYDARLINGBRO
KELING MYTWIN
ANDREW MYBROE
JONYE MYHUNNYBRO
SHERLIN MYBITCH
SHAWN MYHUNK
MUMMY MUMMY
DADDY DADDY
SHADOW BABYDOG

Hoes & Bros ♥

PANDA & KITTY
DEE&YEE
AJLS
NEL & STAC
GF's

My Prerogative ♥

&Don't judge me base on a few comments.
.You don't even know me.
&This is my blog.
.I type whatever I want here.
&You have no rights to discriminate me for my language.
.I bet you use them too.
&Kohzhihao is mine.
.Yes he is.
&My friends are my life.
.If you object to that, then poor you.
&Lastly, I am StacyTan.
.And this is MY BLOG.
Need I say more?

Arigatou ♥

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