kohzhihao; tanqianyi ♥

work was ok for yesterday and today.
had lunch with dee today.
he seems to have lost weight too.
so i fattened him up.
LOL

played finger guessing game with jon in class.
know what?
andrew likes someone.
ahhas.
yes he does.
sherilyn from another class.
she's pretty.
and i mean damn pretty luhs.
but,
andrew is being a coward?
he doesn't even dare to go talk to her.
wth.
he needs my help eh?
ahhas.

he appeared after school.
walked off with dee to the mrt station.
he followed us.
took the mrt while dee went home.
he stood behind me.
alighted at orchard.
he followed through.
walked to the toilet.
he waited outside.
went to work place.
he followed too.
alan asked him if he needed something,
he only just stared at me.
i took a glance at him and walked to him.
asked him very politely,

how may i help you, sir?

he stared at my eyes.
he pulled my hand out and handed me something.
i stared at it and he walked off.
without saying anything at all.
alan and kaleb asked me what's wrong.
all i did was smile.
opened the box that he handed me.
it contained a ring.
a ring with the words,

Daryl <3 Stacy.
01.11.06

i stared blankly at it.
feelings twirled.
but,
i put it back into the box.
worked till 8pm with alan.
became emo with him.
turns out,
he can't let go of a particular relationship.
it's been almost a year now.
a 4 years relationship ruined because of some misunderstanding.
drank a little.
tried not to be drunk.
or else shawn will kill me.

scaled the streets of orchard.
took the mrt home.
took out the box.
left it in a corner.
alan called me.
chatted with him.
became emo again.
he said that i am quite lucky.
that dee loves me so much.
and that he is willing to change for me.
but,
i feel that i am not lucky for him.

he feels like a prisoner and i am the jail.
but the cell door is forever open.
there's no way that he can get out of here,
unless he stands up and walk out willingly.
and i really hope he does.

so shawn came back to school.
dee gets along with him.
shawn does still talk to him.
but i think that shawn tries to avoid the subject,
me,
whenever they are talking.
finding shawn for lunch tomorrow.
have to make appointment somemore.
wtfcuk.
need appointment to have lunch with my OWN BROTHER!
he's popular!
a little too popular luhs.
ahhas.
but i am honoured to have him as my brother.
(:

sher can be in this school too.
but she chose her poly life instead of a jc life.
she prefers poly more to jc.
and now she's damn busy too.
don't really get to see her.
must make a date to have lunch together.
3 of us.
(((((:

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