i am so heartbroken. turns out that jiamin was lying to me all this time. she wasn't true to me at all. all she wanted was for me to buy her stuffs and when i couldn't go out with her, she will throw tantrums and demand that i go meet her now. i have spent a total of $1000 plus on her for these few days. buying her adidas bag, jacket, hats, heels, shirts, dresses and many more. she is superficial and i should have known that. and when i told her that i can no longer buy her so many stuffs as mom is cutting my allowance, she immediately flared up and wanted a break. i was so confused. i thought she truly loved me and was a nice, demure girl. turns out that she was otherwise. it has been 3 days and i have not contacted her. till now, my heart still hurts. i finally understand how stacy felt. she must have felt so hurt when i left her. she loved me so much and yet i went and hurt her so deeply. and this is just like what jiamin is doing to me. i totally don't know. that maybe i still have feelings for stacy? but....what will she say if i want to get back with her? i know stacy and she's not an easy girl. i know that i have no rights to speak to her anymore because i was the one whom let her go and now i regret it. it's too late for any regrets now. when i see her going off with her friends like nel, alan or some others, i will feel sourish. and that kaleb, he is still winning her heart. if he can't even do that, what makes me, the guy whom once hurted her, to be able to win her back? besides, it isn't over between me and jiamin yet. i don't know. it is just not officially over yet. stacy, i know that you will read this, so please give me some answer or help ok?